Will she survive?

Chapter 1

I'm running through the forest. So many thoughts running through my head. I can't take this anymore. The physical and mental abuse is to much. I can feel my wolf going away. She's almost completely gone.

I focus on my feet pounding through the trees. I can't even shift anymore. My feet hit the ground hard. Twigs snap and i run faster.

They're getting closer. I push myself to run faster. I'm close to the pack boarder. I push myself to run harder to go faster. All I can think about is what they're gonna do to me if i get caught. No time for bad thoughts.

I can almost taste the freedom. I feel a heavy body hit my side and then everything goes black.

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I wake up and instantly shield my eyes. The lights were bright and i hear beeping. I try looking around but instantly lay back down due to the pain in my ribs. I look down and see pretty much my whole body is bandaged. Since my wolf is almost gone i can't heal fast. I look around and see i'm in the pack hospital. I try to get top again but to no avail. I heard a knock on the door and the doctor walks in.

"Oh, you're awake i see. I'm so glad." she said with a genuien smile.

She was one of the only pack members who didn't hurt me. She felt pity for me. I hated it but in a way it felt nice for someone to not punch me in the face just because they can.

"My head hurts." I say while rubbing my head. "What happened?" i say completely forgetting everything. All i remember is walking home from school.

"Well it seems that as you were walking 'home' cody and his friends began to chase you. I guess it went a little to far and soon enough you were in the forest. They caught up to you and tackled you to the ground. You blacked out and they ran. I found you laying in the woods when i couldn't find you 'round your house" she said looking at me with sad eyes.

I rolled my eyes. I should've figured it had something to do with Cody. He's the alphas son so obviously no punishment was gonna be given to him. Hell he might even try and flip it around so i get punished. 

I try and push myself up off the bed but the nurse rushes to me.

"Your ribs are bruised. You should rest some more."

I smile at her and gently remove her hands from me.

"I'm okay. I need to get home before my parents get angry." I say with a sad smile. She steps away and nods in an understanding way. She hands me crutches and i walk out.

"Thank you so much for the help. I owe you one" I say as i walk out.

When i get outside i notice it was raining. Great. I walk in the rain and just let my thoughts take over my head. My parents are gonna be pissed because I'm late and the chores aren't done. When i say rarely anyone likes me in this pack i mean rarely anyone. My dad and step mom are included. All they do is drink and get violent. They live in bottles because everyone hates us. My mother died a while ago. She was the only person to ever show me love and care. She was the best thing to ever happen to me. Ever since she died my life has been a living hell. I'd be better off dead but i have a little bit of hope left. But i honestly don't know how much longer i can hold on.

After about the longest 20 minutes of my life i finally see my house come into view. I just wanna go home and shower and go to sleep. But boy is that far from whats gonna happen.

I walk up the path to my house and mentally inhale before i walk in. I look around waiting for something to be thrown at me. But it was eerily quiet. My senses instantly heighten because its never this quiet in my house. I slowly walk up the stairs and to my room. I walk in and instantly feel a presence. My door slowly stars to shut by itself.

"What took so long" i hear my father spit at me.

"She was probably out being a little slut like always." My stepmother says from my bed.

i instantly gulp because i know what comes next. All i hear is my own screams as the whip cracks down onto my skin instantly bleeding. It stings so bad but i know better than to cry, My dad finally turns the light on.

"Oh look the poor baby is on crutches" he says as he kicks my leg over. I fall to the floor and whimper. 

"Get the chores done now and you're grounded. Come straight home after school or the consequences will be worse." He spits in my face and walks out.

My step mother just glares at me. "Im glad your mother died. You should've went with her" She says and walks out. 

I finally let the tears fall and my heart aches. I'm so fed up with my life. I'm so tired of everything. I don't know what else to do.

I pick myself up off the floor and walk to the bathroom. I look at myself and internally gag. I look horrible. All the scars on my body can't fully heal because my wolf is to weak. Why does the moon goddess hate me. What did i ever do?  Why does everyone hate me? Sometimes i wish it was me instead of my mom who died...

I take a quick shower and finish all my chores. I haven't seen my dad or step mom since our encounter but i could hear them doing the nasty in their room.

I finish everything and rush back to my room. I walk into the mirror to check my ribs and see a huge purple and black bruise on it. I wish my wolf was here. I need someone to talk to right now.

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Authors note-

Ahhhhh this is another book I'm writing. I took my other two down to do some mass editing because i wrote them years ago. Hopefully this one doesn't flop.