Will she survive?

Chapter 2

I woke up the next morning in so much pain i wanted to cry. But this isn't the worse pain I've felt.  I'm numb to the emotional pain. I get up and hop in the shower. The warm water on my body feels so good. I mentally groan when i have too get out. I wrap myself up and start getting dressed for school.

I put on some sweats and a shirt and made my way out of the house before they wake up. I sigh and walk to school. I try to limit my eating because they already call me fat. I only weight 135 but obviously thats to fat to this pack. I eat an apple on my way but spit it out. It made me feel sick. I see my school come into my view and i roll my eyes. I pull my hood up and continue making my way to school.

I try to walk in without being noticed, but when does that ever work. (sarcastic smile) As soon as i walk in Cody and his dick sucking friends pull up on me. As bad as i want to stand up to them i know the consequences very well. I'm just gonna say it wasn't pretty.

I try to walk past without any confrontation but that also never works. One of his friends push me down and i fall hard on my ass. I mentally groan but try and get back up. Cody pushes me back down.

"No one said you can get up bitch" he spat in my face. Everyone around him laughed. By now everyone in the hallway is standing around us watching the scene unfold infant of them. I'm so fed up with their shit.

I've had enough. Anymore of this and i don't think i'll make it out of this pack alive. I stand up fast and sock him in the face. Not hard enough to hurt him because he's the alphas son and i'm just an untrained runt. But it was enough to shock him and everyone around us watching witch gave me enough time to get up and start running. I knew they'd be on me any second so i took every last peace of hope in me and booked it towards the forest. Good thing about being the runt is i'm smaller than the rest of the pack. My injuries are still slowing me down but the adrenaline is numbing the pain. If i don't make it to the boarder i will be killed. So it either become a rouge or be killed by the hands of my alpha. As i'm running many thoughts and memories run through my head.

I was a kid at the park. My mom was pushing me on a swing with my dad next to her. We don't have the most money or the best car but our little family loved each other and thats all we needed. I played with my mom and dad at the park for countless hours. We play tag, went down the slide, did the monkey bars. It was one of my favorites. All of a sudden a group of rogues came out and tried attacking my mom and my dad were fighting them off when one slipped through and tried getting to me. At the last second my mom jumped in front of me and took the blow. He bit her in the neck and yanked it out. My dad jumped on the rogue killing him instantly. My mother shifted back and all you seen was her eyes glass over. Me and my dad both started yelling. He looked at me with a different emotion in his eyes.

"It's your fault. Its all your fault. If you weren't here she wouldn't go had to try and save you. You took my mate away from me." He said looking me in my eyes with so much hatred.

I tried to pass it off as the mate bond killing him but the words and abuse just got worse and worse over the years. Then he found my stepmom. At first she was just a random hook up here and there and i could tell she didn't like me. Eventually he asked her to move in and thats when shit went south. My parents knew i got bullied at school but once my mom died its like everyone hated me even more. She was a very lovable person and made anyone who crossed her path happy. And she was gone. And everyone blamed me. I wish it could've been me instead of her. But it wasn't and there isn't anything i can do now to change that. I cry about it a lot but i have to make it in life for her. I have to live the life she never got to live. I highly doubt i have a mate out there but even without one i have to be something more than the little girl who is hated by everyone. 

Once i come back to reality i realize i am very close to the boarders. I can hear them chasing after me. I have to accept the fact that once i break through the boarder i am a runaway werewolf and no pack is likely to take me in. I think about my mom once more and it's all i need to push myself to go faster. I hear them getting closer and i start losing hope but there is no time for negative thoughts. They're only going to slow me down and thats something i don't need right now. I see the boarder in my sight and run faster. This is the fastest I've ever ran in my life and i can tell that as soon as i stop I'm gonna be in the most pain I've ever been in. Im running with buried ribs, hurting left, hurting eyes, emotional health is in the ground. I'm just falling apart and i think if i was;t me i would've given up a long time ago. i would have ended my life when my dad first started hating me. But i still loved him. I had hope that one day he'd snap out of it and love me the way he used to when my mom was around. I didn't mean to get her killed. I was only a child. I didn't even know why they attacked us until way later. I know my mom loved me a lot and i can only pray she knew i loved her just as much. When i come to i realize i just passed through the boarder. It took a lot of strength that i didn't have to get through. As soon as i'm out i fell the rouge mark burn into my skin. It's so painful i fall to the ground.

I close my eyes and start crying. Not because of the pain but because of the feeling of freedom. I don't know how I'm gonna survive. Where i'm going to live. But i'm away from that hell hole. I'm away from all the hate. I have me all to myself. I think i'm gonna take a nap up against this tree until i feel good enough to walk further into the forest.

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