Don't Leave Me

Idiot

(Kai's POV)

After Hoseok leaves, the other BTS members run outside to try to catch Hoseok but they were too late because he had already left. Y/N gets in her wheelchair and we start to leave but Taehyung stops us, "where did Hoseok go" he said and I point in the direction he went and they ran after him. Y/N decided to go after them because they looked scared and I ran after her. 

(Y/N's POV)

I ran after BTS and when they caught up to Hoseok who was walking on a bridge and he looked weird and I hid so they wouldn't see me. I watch Hoseok as he continues walking and then he stops and passes out and I see blood come out of his mouth.

"Hoseok..." I said and the others ran to him screaming his name and I ran behind them with tears rolling down my face. Kai ran up behind me, pulled me to him, and hugged me while I was crying. I pushed Kai and I ran to Hoseok who had no pulse, I called an ambulance, and when they arrived they took Hoseok to the hospital. 

Time Skip... A 2 Weeks Later

I was told Hoseok was in a coma because of an overdose and I was really depressed but no one knew what I hid under my sleeves. I did my normal routine, I took a shower, got dressed, and put on a hoodie. 

I walked out of my room, headed to school without eating, and went to class where Yoongi was sleeping and he grabbed my hand as I was walking by. "This is all your fault... Hoseok wouldn't have overdosed if you weren't here" Yoongi said which made me run out of the class crying. I bumped into Kai and kept running, I ran to the bridge where Hoseok was when he passed out and stood on the railing. I heard Hoseok and Jongsuk yelling my name and they run to me, I turn around to face them and I shake my head and the person who I thought was Hoseok was actually Kai. I started crying and so did Kai but then I saw Hoseok running to me yelling my name and telling me to stop but my hands slipped. 

Jongsuk tried to grab my hand but he couldn't get a grip, I fell down into the water below me.

Everything went dark but I saw a figure swimming towards me and they grabbed me and pulled me to the surface. I opened my eyes and saw Hoseok holding me close to his chest, I felt so warm and safe in his arms. I looked at him and realized he had taken off his hoodie he was wearing a few seconds ago and then I scanned his body as he sat me down on the ground. My heart sank when I saw scars on his arm and as he was trying to take my hoodie of I pushed him away. He stared at me and then gave me a glare and he forcefully took the hoodie off of me and saw fresh scars on my arms. He hugged me and put a jacket on me to cover the scars and to keep me warm. 

I heard Kai and Jongsuk yelling my name as they ran to me and Kai tried to grab my hand but I pulled it away. He looked at me weird but ignored it and I got up and went home with Kai, we walked to the house and Hoseok and Jongsuk followed us in the house. When I started going to my room Kai walked with me and closed the door behind us and he locked it. He started taking my jacket off and I kept telling him to stop but he didn't listen and then I heard a weird noise in my ear and I realized that my hearing aid was breaking. Kai takes my jacket off and he sees my scars and he unlocks the door and Jongsuk and Hoseok run in. They see me crying and my ears bleeding and what was even worse was that Jongsuk saw the scars on my arms and Kai and Hoseok left the room and Jongsuk locked the door.

Jongsuk ran to me and he grabbed me by my shirt and threw me to the wall. "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU... YOU MADE A PROMISE YOU IDIOT" He yelled as he slapped me, "JONGSUK OPEN THE DOOR" Kai yelled, Jongsuk slapped me again and started crying. "You promised you wouldn't do that anymore, don't you remember when you were 15 and I was 20, mom and dad died and you became depressed and tried to hang yourself... it hurt me so we made a promise not to hurt ourselves... BUT YOU BROKE THE PROMISE" He cried and I started crying too, I hugged him and told him I wouldn't do it again and that I was sorry and that is when Kai and Hoseok broke down the door. 

Hoseok ran at Jongsuk but he ran away and Kai ran after him and Hoseok hugged me and took the hearing aids out of my ears. I cried and Hoseok kissed me and I kissed him back but then I saw someone behind Hoseok when I opened my eyes. My eyes widened and I looked at Hoseok who was standing behind the person I thought was Hoseok but it was Kai and I pushed Kai away and Hoseok yelled something and then walked off.