Forgetting To Never Forget

Chapter 1

Niall's POV

"FINE! YOU KNOW WHAT I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! YOU RUINED MY LIFE!" i shouted at my parents this happened most nights we would fight over something stupid like if i came home 10 minutes late i would be grounded and i've never had a friend for more than a week before my parents managed to get them to leave so i'm pretty much a loner no friends and because of that i get the shit! beaten out of me every day at school i have so many bruises my skin might as well be naturally  purple but i have other secrets i dont tell anyone it would just get me beaten up more.

I'm Gay...

I don't really care what people would think but i don't think i'd be able to handle all the abuse i would get from telling anyone that so thats pretty much why i hate my parents guts i would deal with it all the time but today is the day i finally snapped those six words that pushed me over the edge, I'd forgotten to fully close my door after the argument i had with my parents "I now its hard Bobby but we have to understand what he's going through." i could hear my mums gentle voice say "GOING THROUGH WHAT!!! HE HAS NO RESPECT AND ISN'T GRATEFUL FOR ANYTHING HE HAS!!!" i heard him sigh loudly "I just uh... i just sometimes i think it would be easier if he was never born." (A/N: I don't mean to offend anyone by saying this i don't believe that Niall's dad would say this its just for the story) it was those words that broke me and drove me to make my decision, you know what fine he wishes i was never born i'll do him a favour i'll leave and i wont come back.

So i devised a plan i ran and grabbed my backpack and shoved in some clean clothes and underwear i shoved my phone in my pocket i packed my charger aswell and i shoved on a jacket i went downstairs into the kitchen and grabbed some snacks so i didn't starve and shoved them in the remaining space in my bag i walked to the front door and put on my Supra Trainers and grabbed a hoodie before exiting the house and to say i was scared would be an absolute lie i super happy the only thing on my mind is where i'm going to stay i cant stay at a friends house because well i dont have any so i just walked down the street for about 2 hours and i was drained, kaput i looked around and i didnt recocgnise anything i must be far from home Good! i dont feel even the slightest bit homesick i looked around for anywhere to stay and up ahead i could see a abandoned houses as i walked further even though my legs begged me not to i looked around it looked like most of the area was neglected good news for me so i walked around trying each door only to find them all locked as i was about to give up i tried one more door and to my suprise it opened i walked in and collapsed to the floor not even bothering to find somewhere more comfortable to sit down i took this opertunaty to look at my surroundings the house looked quite modern it looked like it hadnt been used in a year i wonnder why someone would leave such a nice house i yawned to tired to look for a bed or even a couch i just drifted straight to sleep...

"AAHH PLEASE NO S-S-STOP!!!" a voice called out it sounded like a boy WAIT a boy?! i got up and looked around for the source of the noise before hearing another scream

"P-PLEASE I-I'M S-S-SORRY!!!!" then i heard a new voice

"SHUT UP!!!!" the voice growled

"YOU'RE A WORTHLESS STUPID PIECE OF SHIT!!! YOU SHOULDNT BE ALIVE YOU'RE A SORRY EXCUSE FOR A HUMAN BEING!!!!" i was desperatly trying to find the source of the shouting

"s-s-stop it!" the boy said again sounding a little braver but not by much.

"WHAT DID YOU SAY TO ME!!!... I'M TIRED OF HAVING TO HEAR YOU TALKING!!! But i'll put a stop to it." i could feel the smirk in his voice

i heard another scream before silence just some mumbling

"There thats better now as i was saying...HEY!!! LOOK AT ME WHEN I TALK TO YOU...LOOK AT ME!!!!!!!!" the i guess man? growled 

there was some panicked mumbling and then muffled crying 

"You're a worthless peice of Shit! you understand i don't understand why you havent killed yourself yet uh probably that stupid Niall boy." WAIT WHAT!? i'm confused how does this guy know my name? 

"I never should've let you be friends with him but don't you see he never cared about you nobody does not even your own mother she dumped you with me." friends but i can't know this boy whoever he is i don't have any friends  

"i wondered day after day why you didnt kill yourself but i'm gonna help you i'm gonna end your life for you." now i was scared i didn't know who this boy was but i wasnt going to let him die knowing that i couldve helped i frantically ran everywhere looking for the two voices but everytime i got close the noise got further away i heard more muffled crying but this time i pin pointed where the noise was coming from it was coming from upstairs i got outside the door where it was practically like i was right there i tried to open the door but it was locked i started raming my side into the door but my heart dropped when i heard a quiet gunshot and the crying stopped in fact all the noise stopped no footsteps no heavy breathing just...nothing.

I suddenly felt cold like you people describe it feeling like someone walking over their grave well i had that feeling i ignored it and turned around to go back downstairs but when i turned my face was me with such a horrific sight...

A/N: Well there you go i will hopefully updated tommorrow or maybe even later tonight if i feel up to oh and i'm dedicating this chapter to my bestie since she really likes Niall so i'm writing this for her anyway farewell i bid you adieu

Harriet x