Are We A Thing Now? [ 𝘴.𝘢 𝘖𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘵 ]

irl story.

Me : hey, mom..you know..That grandpa died...

Mom : yeah..its because your fault!

Me : mom..i-

Mom : I WISH YOU NEVER BORN! I WISH I BE LIKE MY HUSBAND!

Me : mom listen to me...

Mom : HELL NO, YOU PIECE OF SH*T! YOU SHOULDN'T IN THIS WORLD!! YOU SHOULD PROUD OF ME! YOU HAVE TO DI—

I just..hug my mom and calm her down..why..not?

Me : mom..look..don't blame someone..even you blame me or hate me..i still love you. Okay?

Me : even..you were never..proud of..me.. It's okay..

Me : NOW! IF I WAS IN THIS WORLD WHY I CAN BREATHE TALK AND ANYTHING?

Me : AND STOP! TRYING TO BE LIKE SOMEONE ELSE!

Me : I JUST WANT YOU DO SOMETHING BETTER THAN ME! THE ONE WHO ALWAYS ON PHONE OR SOMETHING!

Me : YOU ALWAYS HELPING! HELP ME AND DAD..! AND PLEASE! I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH BLOOD! JUST PLEASE!

Me : I COULD HELP YOU ONCE! BUT NOT LIKE YESTERDAY!

I breathe..

Me : ...*sigh*.. Please..i just don't want a trouble..

Mom : ...you right..

My mom cried

Me : I hope you understand mom..i hope..

I walk past my mom and go outside for breathe..

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Please listen what I said okay everyone? Talk to your mother and said "mom, I love you..i would never ignore you or something.."

Just...be brave, just like you playing roller coaster. Walk to entrance and sit down 

Be brave saying 'I love you're and be brave saying 'I'm sorry'

:)