Everyone was on the boat chilling and Pope wanted everyone to go and swim
Pope: come on guys let's get in the water
JJ: yeah we should
Right when I was about to take off my shirt and shorts I look over at Kie and she how perfect her body is and then I look at me and I look noting like her, then I look at Sarah and her body is perfect too
JJ: babe are u ok?
Y/n: yeah Im don't wanna get in the water
JJ: why?
Y/n: not in the mood
JJ: ok
JJ walks away and goes in the water,
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I was reading when I look up and see Kiara on jj back and he's having fun with her, I try fight back the tears and I just start reading again, not even moment later they are now laughing and having fun, he's so happy when he's with her, I just smile
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It was getting dark and everyone got back on the boat and we start driving back to the house
JJ: are u ok babe?
Y/n: yeah of course why?
JJ: i don't know u seem off
Y/n: oh sorry Im on my period
He just smiled and held me tight
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When we got back to the house I just went to the room and ran into the bathroom and looked at myself in the
Y/n: im so fat and ugly, that's why JJ likes Kiara better than me
JJ: no I don't
I turn and see JJ standing there
Y/n: i-
JJ: babe what's wrong
Y/n: babe look at Kie and Sarah there beautiful and they have the perfect body an-
JJ cut me off by kissing me
JJ: no babe your beautiful why do u think I choose you
I look at him and smiled, he walks up to me and kisses me, I wrap my legs around his waist
JJ: I love you so much
Y/n: i love you too JJ
JJ carry's me to the bed and we cuddle and end up going to sleep
