Killing me slowly *sad*

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It was around 8:00 PM and im just chilling on my bed looking at instagram I scroll down untill I reach the end of my feed.I thought it was odd that JJ's feed didnt pop up once. I tried to send him the message but it turns out he blocked me. I get worried so I throw on a cropped white old tanktop and some worn out yoga pants with my white throw on vans. I get in my Jeep and arrive at the chateo at in like 5 minutes because i was speeding. I see nobodys home not even John B. I walk in to John B's bedroom to see Kierra and JJ in the bed together naked. "WHAT THE FUCK"I say with tears streaming down my eyes. "Y/N!?"Kierra says in a panic. "ITS NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE I WAS DRUNK"JJ says worried. "Your always drunk it has never made you sleep with someone-but you know what whatever this just makes you JJ a disloyal dickhead and Kierra a fake whore! I will tell everyone what you did I HATE YOU!"I say with tears and anger in my voice. "Im not a whore you bitch!"Kie says. "Oh sure you arent"I slap Kierra and JJ in the face and walk away in tears.

*JJ's POV*

"What the fuck did i do i just lost the love of my life shes gone!"I scream in agony. "Its okay shes fake anyways"Kie says. I get up from the bed and put on my clothes and goes to call John B and Pope. "Dude i fucked up"I say on the phone. "Yea I know i heard what the fuck is wrong with you!"John B says as he hangs up. "No no no please JOHN B PLEASE I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU DUDE I ALREADY LOST Y/N"I scream in pain. I get a call from Y/N and im so excited thinking she forgave me. "Bye JJ"She says in tears."No baby what do you mean Y/N ANSWER ME PLEASE WHAT DO YOU MEAN IM COMING AS FAST AS I CAN PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING YOU KEPT MY ALIVE PLEASE!"I scream. I jump in the van and start speeding to Y/Ns house.

*Y/Ns POV*

I grab my dads pills and down them I feel them drop into my system and the sizziling of the pills burning through all my bacteria killing me slowly. I land on the floor and hear people slamming through my door. "Y/N where are you baby"JJ screams."Y/N is in here!"Kie screams as she busts the door open. "oh my god Y/N"Kie says. "Call an ambulance kie right fucking now!"JJ screams. I could tell how much he cares. Kie starts to call the cops. "Stay with me baby i cant lose you."JJ says sobbing.I smile "i forgive you"i whisper softly. "thank you baby."JJ says. He takes me into his arms and hugs me. The ambulance arrive and take me away.
*Week later*

JJ has visited me everyday with my favorite icecream. I am so lucky to have him even if hes killing me slowly.......

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