The F4's Princess. (Yan Ximen)

Do i?.. Or do i not?

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Today Y/N wasn't at school. Im not gonna lie, i was worried. Did i do something..? Was she still stressed about the incident. I was back in reality when Meizuo clapped. "What are you thinking about? Is it Y/N~~" he said. "What!? No obviously not, just.." i sighed.. "Where is she?" i said. "Shes sick." Lei said calmly. "How do you know?" Ah Si asked. "She told me, not gonna lie, she is kinda cute." he said knowing it would piss me off. "Why did she tell you before me!?" I asked, calmly but kinda sad. In my mind i was thinking 'Do i care about her more then a friend? Or do i not..' i rubbed my forehead and drank some tea. I grabbed my phone and called her.

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I heard my phone ringing i smiled weakly and picked up "Xixi!.." he cut me off, "Where the heck are you!? I have been sick worried!" he sounded kinda harsh. He sounded mad at me, he could feel that i was about to cry. "Look im sorry.. i was worried, can i come over?" He said calmly now, he calmed me down with his handsome voice- wait what. "Y/N?" he said confused "O-oh.. you can come ofcourse!" i said smiling. After some chit-chat we hung up. I got dressed and put my H/C in a messy bun. I heard knocking on the door. I runned to the door, opened it and jumped as i tangle my legs around his back hugging him. It wasnt weird, we did that all the time, but this time it felt diffrent. It felt... like we were going to kiss.. but we didnt ofcourse... he cutted off silence by saying. "You are hot" as he touched my forehead. He brought me inside and placed me on my bed. I blushed slightly, "I brought you some tea.." he said giving me a mug with hot tea. My favorite, DAMN IT HE KNEW ME TOO WELL. I looked at him, he was looking into my eyes, we were leaning in but then, his phone rang, DAMN IT. He didnt answer he just said. "Im going to buy some snacks, we are having a movie marathon" i giggled as he took his wallet and left, i drank the tea, he knew what i liked. About 20 minutes later, he came back with 4 bags of snacks, our favorite ones, i smiled. "Heres that smile" he said smirking at me. I blushed again as he made the bed and i layed down on his chest, his hand around my waist. I felt butterflys in my belly. "Y/N.." He said and i looked up "Hm?" i answered not trying to make eye contact. "Who do you like?.." he asked and i started choking, after a couple of minutes he was still waiting for my answer. "Ok, you dont have to answer, just tell me who would you most rather date in F4?" I looked at him confused. "Uh i don't know, probably Lei if he was single, he is nice i like him." i said not trying to make things awkward between us.

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"Uh i don't know, probably Lei if he was single, he is nice i like him." damn it, those words hurt, i felt pain in my chest. I liked her, i really did, maybe she is lying?.. maybe she likes me but not trying to make things awkward, we had a sleepover, we almost kissed couple of times but everytime my phone rang..its like.. someones watching us. Was someone in love with her? Does she have a stalker? Questions ran through my head as she fell asleep on my chest. I kissed her head, her hair smelled like fancy shampoo, i placed another popcorn in my mouth and continued watching a movie before we both fell asleep. I can't believe this gorgeous person exist, my mind said, as i was admiring her. We both fell asleep.

Y/N POV

I woke up in Ximens arms, wow..he is so cute while he is asleep, he snuggled his face in my neck. I slowly got up and got ready, then i started making waffles, he woke up, and got ready. He thanked me for breakfast and we drove to school. "Lei!" i screamed and jumped and he spinned me around. Ximen glared at us. "Hey lil' bean how are you feeling?" he asked "Good! Ximen took care of me!" Lei glared at Ximen, well this is awkward. I jumped on Ximens back and we got to the bridge club seeing Ah Si like a 'mummy' how ZuoZuo said it. Out of nowhere Lei grabbed my hand and took me to the rooftop where we usually sat. We sit down as he turned to me and kissed me, i guess he saw Ximen go after us. I pulled away immediately and i shouted so Ximen heard "WHAT THE HECK LEI!? YOU ARE STILL WITH JING WHAT ARE YOU DOING? I THOUGHT TOO HIGHLY OF YOU!" Ximen came to us grabbed me by my waist and we went to the bridge club. F3 saw me crying silently. Ah Si came to me calmly "Why are you crying princess? Did someone do something to you?" he asked. "He stole it.." i sobbed quietly, "Who stole what?" Zuo said. "Lei stole my first kiss without my permission." "Im gonna kill him" Ximen said as Ah si agreed, Zuo held my hand as we went to the rooftop i hid behind Zuo. Still sobbing quietly. "Lei" Si said. As Lei turned around Ximen punched him in the face. I noticed Shancai "WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!" she screamed. "He kissed princess without her permission he deserved it". Shancai came close to me and slapped me across the face i yelped in pain. I couldn't i couldn't act like everything was ok. i stepped to Shancai and kicked her in the face just like she did to Si. But worse. She fell to the floor, i shouted at her. Boys held me back, knowing what i was capable of. I was sick of being 'Damsel in distress' i knew i could defend myself, i knew power i had in me. She yelped and almost cried in pain. Lei picked her up and carried her somewhere as i screamed "YEAH RUN AWAY DUMBASS!" i was hurt, physically and mentally, i never thought Shancai and Lei would do something like that. After that we went back to the bridge room. As boys healed my cheek that was red. Ximen kissed my forehead hoping i was alright. He put some of my hair behind my ear and looked in my eyes.