After the Heartache

Break-Up

I just woke up from my sleep because of the ring on my phone. I immediately took my phone and answer the call. " Hello! Who's this?" I try to read who is the one calling me and I've just realized. "Bakit ka napatawag kuya Lukey alam mo bang anong oras na jusmiyo ang aga ha!".

Sabi ko kay lukey na kuya ko. "Lucy, just listen okay si Aziel lasing tapos pinuntahan ko yung hotel room nya". Sabi ng kuya ko " oh! Tapos?" Walang gana kong sagot sakanya " how do I tell you this damn!" frustrated nyang sabi " kuya naman ano ba talaga alam mo bang anong oras akong natulog kagabi dahil nag—"

Di ko na tapos ang sasabihin ko biglang " Si Aziel may  babae sa kwarto nya at mabuti pang tawagan mo dahil mapapatay ko ang hayop na yung kung magkita kami ulit buti nalang at pinigilan ako nila Roy". Sabay baba nya sa telepono, naguluhan ako sa sinabi ng kuya, I was about to go back to sleep but I've realized.

Oh my God! What did kuya said, I keep on telling god na hindi sana totoo ang mga sinabi ni kuya or dikaya my dahilan si Aziel I better call him. I took my phone and dial his nuber but he's not answering his phone, I keep on dialing his phone later on. " Hey, uhm Lu-cy?".

"Hey, Aziel is there a problem?". Tanong ko sa kanya at rinig ko ang pag bigat ng kanyang paghinga. " Lu-cy," He keep on calling my name and later on he start crying "Lu-cy, Can we talk I'll go in your house I'm So-rry". He ended the call.

After a minute he arrived at my house, so I go downstairs at lumabas ng bahay, nakita ko syang naka sandal sa kanyang kotse na matamlay at para bang  pagod na pagod ang kanyang mukha.

"Babe, I'm sorry, I really sorry babe". He hug me and start crying, I hug him back and said. " Why babe what's wrong? Why do you keep on saying sorry. It's there a problem?". I keep on holding my tears because I know what's the problem but I keep on asking him kasi baka hindi iyon ang problema.

"Lucy, I think we need to stop this relationship." Yun na ang hudyat na totoo ang sinabi ng kuya ko but I'm so desperate na handa akong tanggapin ang lahat wag lang ganito habang yakap ako ni Aziel sinabi ko " Aziel naman alam mong gaano kita ka mahal at alam ko rin kung gaano moko kamahal bakit naman ganito." Bumitiw ako sa kanyang pagkakayakap, I touch his face and say " hey Aziel there's nothing that I will stop this relationship. Kung ang ibig mong sabihin ay yung pagkakamali mo I'm ready to forgive you just please let's fix this okay!".  habang pinunasan ko ang kanyang mga luha.

"No, Lucy I can't" sabay bitaw nya sakin at tinalikuran ako, I keep on calling him " Aziel wag naman ganito, Aziel naman" I keep on crying and hug him from his back. " Please! I'm begging you Aziel don't leave me".

Hinawakan nya ang kamay ko at pilit na tinatanggal ang pagkakayakap ko. Nang na tanggal na ang pagkakayakap ay pumasok sya sa kanyang kotse at umalis ng walang pag aalinlangan, habang ako ay nanghihinang tiningnan ang kanyang kotse na papalayo. Nawalam ng lakas ang akong mga paa at napaupo sa gitna ng kalsada.

Nagulat na lamang ako dahil may nag busina sa aking likuran at nakita kong lumabasa si Kenji.