WAY OF LOVE.

Chapter 1

Author's Note:

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" Way maker miracle worker..promise keeper..light in the darkness..my god that is who you are~~"

Kanta ni Kuya Jaymark habang sumasabay ang mga tao na nandidito. Nasa pinakadulong parte na kami ng kanta na kung saan ay ibinabalikbalik ang mga liriko sa una hanggang sa huli. Palaging napupukaw ang aking puso at isipan sa kada araw ng linggo, hindi lang ako kundi ang lahat ng tao ay napukaw ng panginoon. Hindi ko napigilang mapaluha dahil na din sa mga taong nagsimula nang mag-iyakan.

" WE MAY NOT SEE IT LORD AND WE MAY NOT FEEL IT OH GOD, WE KNOW THAT YOU ARE WORKING! YOU ARE WORKING LORD! HINDI MO KAMI PAPABAYAAN LORD GOD..ALAM NAMING KUMIKILOS KA PANGINOON."

"Sa kahirapan....sa mabibigat na problema...pagsubok!....alam naming kumikilos ka panginoon!" Sigaw ni kuya Jaymark na nag pahagulgul sa iilang mga tao.

"Even when i don't feel that you're working~~even when i don't feel like you're working~~ you never stop..you never stop working~~you never stop..you never stop working..you never stop..you never stop working~~ " Tumutulo ang mga butil ng luha galing sa aking mga mata sa katagang binibitawan ng kanta.

Matagal na kaming nasanay sa kanta dahil kinakanta namin iyan sa loob ng dalawang taon, ako lang. Yeah, i've been serving God and been a member of this minister for 2 years already. Being part of the group ain't tiring and boring but the best decission that i ever chosen in my entire life. Even though my religion is different, they welcome me for the fact that it's my choice to serve God.

This decision that i chose gave me hope in every single day of living. Life without God is hopeless, sad, boring, tiring and negative that's why i change my perspective in life and come to him. Meeting new ones in life is a blessing and everything that i have is a blessing, as well as i am a blessing even though i'm not blessed.

Last: " Way maker, miracle worker, promise keeper, light in the darkness , my god. That is who you are....." Sabay sabay namin iyang kinanta.

"Napaka-buti ng pang-inoon diba?.... Hindi niya tayo papabayaan sa kahit anong pagsubok, lagi nyong pagatandaan iyan" Nasa harapan na si Pastora ngayon at nag sasalita.

" AMEN!" Sagot ng 'CHURCH'. Maraming siyang sinabi tungkol kung gaano kabuti ang panginoon. Pagkatapos ay binasa niya ang iilang verse, psalm at storya na nasa bible at inihalintulad niya ito sa buhay ngayon. She also shared her story of what happened to her past. She discussed an important lesson that we should know. The word of god, the god's will, a life lesson, to don't feel doubt to god and etc.

"God said that"those who are proud, i will bring you down and those who are feeling feeling down i will lift you up" ang iyang mensahe ay nagpatunay na dapat tayong maging humble sa isa't isa.

"Don't rush into love, wag pangunahan ang panginoon because he had the best plan, choice and decission in his  children. Focus on yourself  and let the god's will runs into you because god has always been good in our life"

" When the time comes that you feel doubt on god, read a bible and go to JOHN 1:1-4. The bible said 'In the beginning was the Word, and the word was with god, and the word was God' John 1:1." At marami pang iba.

" GOD IS GOOD!!??" Pagkatapos ni Pastora ay si Methuselah naman ang pumunta sa harapan at masiglang sumigaw.

"ALL THE TIME!!" Sagot namin.

"AND ALL THE TIME, GOD IS GOOD!" Sigaw naming lahat.

" Napakabuti ni Lord sa araw-araw 'CHURCH'. We should be thankful each day to God cause he gave us life to live in this temporary world. He is good in all time. Just seek into him and all shall be added on to you/ us, with his righteousness, kindness and goodness!" She cheerfully shouted while Kuya Jaymark added a beatbox into it with a tambourine  of Dadang as every one was in joy in the lord, always.

" Hallelujah!" Sagot namin. You can feel joy, safety, free and feeling loved when your heart is near to God as your mind will be thinking differently when it is also near to God, this i believe.

" So, is there anyone who wanted to testify of how good our mighty God is?" She asked us as everyone went into silent. Biglang na-mute ang lahat. She's a type of woman by the way whose a little bit formal and rarely speaks vernacular when she's infront of other people.

" Don't be shy, nothing will be gone when you just wanna say something about of how God gives miracle to you and of how much blessing did you receive" She added. Natawa naman ang iilan.

" Volunteer?? Anyone?? " She asked. For two years, i don't have a chance to preach cause when the time Elha or anyone whom assigned finally calls my name, my guts and confidence fades. Well, i consider myself as a introvert.

Society judge even though they're not a judge as well as i feared being judge, i always think what others thinks about me and i also don't like to open up.

" Oh, merong isa!" Masiglang sabi niya habang ang mga mata niya ay tumitingin sa kalayuan.

" Brother Azzadanne" Dagdag niya. Si Azza ay ang Guitarist na pumunta sa likuran pero gustong mag-preach. Hahaha.

May pangisi-ngisi pa si Azza.

Mabait, payat pa pandak pa pero normal lang daw iyon kasi ganun daw ang size ng pamilya nila, parang bakla pero normal lang daw kono na may kaibigan siyang maraming babae pero biro lang kasama naman ako sa mga kaibigan niya. Minsan seryoso pero minsan lang.

" So, i thanked God in everything that i have. I thanked him cause he amazes me. I thanked him for the wish that he granted to me. Thank you Lord!"Char, english.

" Amen" Sagot ng lahat.

" May God blesses you more, Brother Azza" Natatawang sabi ni Elha.

"Last one, isa nalang. Meron pa ba?" Masiglang sabi niya.

" Kuya,yung nasa likod yung tinaas ang kamay" Dagdag ni Elha. May nadinig naman ako na nagtatawanang lalakeng boses sa likuran. May amoy akong nalanghap sa kiliran ko at may matangkad na puting lalake ang naglalakad sa gilid ko patungong harapan. Napakalalake ng pabango.

"I just wanted to say that God don't exist, for sake. We run our own lives. We aren't born in this world to bow our heads, kneel our knee and repent our sins just into him. Kung kayo ay alagad nya, ako hindi." That's it and then he walk away.

The place was silence. Everyone left speechless.

" Oh..Kuya..don't know what's the testify word mean." Elha said.

May bulong-bulongan ng naganap.

" So, let us put ourselves in the holy presence of God. Let us sing to pray, let's all stand up" Pastora signal Elha to continue, i guess. May binulong si Elha ni Jaymark at tnurn-on niya ang TV para kantahin ang kanta na ikakanta namin lahat.

Where did he got the guts to insult God? Why so disrespectful?

Kunting respeto naman, nasa presensya siya ng panghinoon. Wala namang mawawala kung maniniwala ka lang. Kung ayaw niyang isamba ngayong araw ang panghinoon, puwede namang hindi siya pupunta dito.