Joining the army can be scary that is until one day you get a email from a pen pal turning your world upside down and giving you the strength to make it through each day till the day you get released.
Started 22nd May 2019
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Snuggling in closer feeling his warm arms incase me in his body nearly, I can't help but smile as I feel soft kissing on my cheek making me smile. "Are you ok?" He whispers into my ear making me turn a little in his embrace as I look at him with flushed red cheeks. "Yes I'm ok are you?" he just smiles that beautiful smile and leans in to kiss me "Yes I am more than ok" I kiss him back as he moves so he is lying nearly on top of me again looking down at me as he brushes my hair from my forehead. "You are amazing Jondae you really are" he kisses my nose making me smile at him. "I'm sorry I wasn't very good" he covers my lips with his finger stopping me from talking. "Shh don't say that it was your first time and to be honest you are amazing if I could make love like that for the rest of my life I would die a very happy man" hearing him say that makes me cover my eyes blushing trying to hide.
"Hey look at me beautiful" he removes my hands looking deep into my eyes. "Jondae I really don't want to say this but I do have to go. I will have to go back to the base soon". I feel my heart sink not wanting to let him leave. "If I could I wouldn't move from this bed but I really have to go" he moves to get up as I pull him closer. "Don't go stay with me, move in here with me?" I can't believe I said it but I can't take it back now. "Jondae are you serious?" He searches my eyes for answers as I see the shock on his face.
"I am very serious. I know it's early days but I can't stop thinking about it" I move a little as he gets up and sits facing me on the bed. "How about we see how it goes when I get out and then you can ask me again" he leans forward and kisses my nose as he reaches for his clothes. "This is gonna kill me leaving you like this" he pulls back on his clothes as I quickly climb out of bed and rush to the bathroom to clean myself with a washcloth so I can get dressed and drive him back to the hotel. He holds my hand the whole time and even keeps his hand on my thigh as I drive not wanting to break contact and I have to admit I really really like it.
Arriving at the hotel I park the car as we climb out and see Baekhyun and D.O leave the hotel walking towards us holding hands and smiling. "So I guess we say goodbye then" Baekhyun pouts as D.O hugs him tight as Minseok pulls me close into his chest hugging me. "Wait for me Jondae and once I am out I will take you out for a proper date" I feel his soft lips touch mine making me kiss him back softly before he pulls away. "I have to go" he kisses my cheek as he steps back from me as D.O does the same to Baek. " Be safe and we will see you soon," Baek says before hugging my arm as we watch them leave.
"I love him chen I really love him," Baek says as they disappear from our sight. "I know you do baek you have for a very long time. Lets just get home" I guide him over to the car as we climb in. "So tell me did you make love to him?" I laugh shyly as he keeps staring at me. "Yes we did and it was so perfect he was so gentle with me and caring"
"Oh wow Chen I am so happy for you I really am" he gets all excited in the passenger seat as I can't stop smiling ear from ear. "Did you and D.O ?'' I look at him real quick before I look back out on the road ahead. "Yes we did and it was perfect that I started crying after"
"Why did you cry?" I start to get really worried did D.O hurt him. "I just cried because it was it was so beautiful and I was his first and the way he held me. I haven't been held like that so loving before so I bawled like a baby after we both came". I watch as he laughs now blushing at what he just told me.
"I think that is so beautiful you deserve to be treated with respect baek I have always told you that" we arrive home as he grabs our bags from the booth of the car and head up to our apartment.
"So how was it being your first time?" he asks as I put my bag on my messy bed." It was perfect. he was so gentle" I smile looking at the bed where we just made love. "Are you sore with it being your first time?" I sit carefully on the bed. "I am a little. I think I will go have a bath and go to bed. I am so tired from being awake all night". I grab my towel and make my way to the bathroom filling up the bath.
As I sink into the bath I hear a little knock on the bathroom door. "Hey just wanted to give you this cream you can put it down there and it will help with the pain" he leaves the little tube on the sink and leaves. I sink down into the warm water as my mind drifts of thinking of Minseok and how I asked him to move in with me so early.
I hope I haven't scared him off and he wasn't just being nice to me since what we just did. I do hope he wants to see me again. I guess I really need to stop worrying and just go with the flow and see where life takes me .
to be continued ....
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