mattia 15

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mattia pov
"I'm getting no where" I sighed to myself

all I really wanna do is spend time with my daughter and i dont even know her name and thats my fault.

I would be fine with just spending time with my daughter, not even analise. i just want to prove to analise that i can be a great dad, I just need a chance

but I dont think today was the best way to show that. i dont think its the best time to talk to her either.

I dont want my daughter growing up with another man in the house if it isnt her boyfriend or me...she wont have a boyfriend though

analise pov
"he's not worth your time" gianna said rubbing my back

"I know, im not getting back with him. just something about talking to him today ruined my mood a little" I sighed

"I promise the one out there is waiting for you i promise"

"I hope he hurries, hes taking a while"

"dont worry"

"what if I dont even find the one?"

"then thats a nice story to tell Natalie"

I laughed and laid on the bed

"gianna?"

"yeah?"

"is it ok if I drop out of highschool? just for Natalie!"

"yeah...its fine, I can understand why you would want to"

"ok"

"you thinking bout it?"

"yeah" I nodded "plus i dont wanna see mattia anymore"

she chuckled softly

"yep" she nodded "I wouldnt want to either"

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im really tired and I was to go to sleep, but im pumping my boobie milk (😳) for natalie when she wakes up.

I was watching casper the friendly ghost because thats my favorite childhood movie

I got a phone call and i turned to look at my phone

I picked it up wondering who could be calling me

my mom?!

"hello?" I said answering the phone

"hey baby..." she chuckled so lightly

"hi ma" I said with an intense heartbeat

"how is my baby girl?"

"I- im fine" I stuttered

ok let's back up a little. my mom had me when she was 14. her parents didnt kick her out, but instead told her she needed to provide everything in order to not put me up for adoption

and she did a great job with doing so. when I turned ten, she told me "you're never to get pregnant under the age of 18, mija. save your body for someone special" (my mom😒)

my dad is my stepdad. he got with my mom just 2 years ago

"that's wonderful"

"what do you need mami?"

"where are you?"

"im at a friends"

"ok, I'm glad you're safe. i would like for you to come back" she sounded as if she was gonna start crying

"oh...um" I thought for awhile "idk"

"please, I- I have everything here for you. im so sorry, mija, for kicking you out. im gonna be the perfect grandmother for you baby" she said

a few tears escaped my eyes and I sighed and my lips started to quiver

"let m-me t-think" I stuttered from my quivering lips

"ok, call you tomorrow?"

"um...yeah...yeah" I said slowly removing the phone from my ear and hanging up

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