Alex Constancio sister

Attempted

I went over to that draw in search for all the stuff I was going to lay out on my bed and put in the draw for my mom

Their was mainly junk in their old pictures ribbons letters clothes

I took out that stuff and left the things I knew my mom wanted

I had recently bought her a heart shaped necklace that I was going to give her on Mother's Day but I will not see the day I'm leaving that their for her under some clothes and pictures of dad mema angel etc

On my bed layed the 5 notes
My favorite outfit some money and house keys my truckfit necklace I just recently got

To the floor next to me was the stuff I was going to kill myself with
Pictures of me and mema angel and my dad and the necklace that never leaves my neck me and alexs

I wasn't planning on over doseing or cutting myself nothing messy like that
Theirs a cliff not to far from here that a couple people have tooke. Their life's on

I'm just going through my room right know taking things that were hidden out so they could be found when I'm gone

Austin I'm leaving for work I heard my mom call out

I had to go say goodbye since I plan on dying later tonight

I ran downstairs and gave my mom a big hug and kiss knowing it's the last time I will ever hug he giving her one to remember because she doesn't know she will not be hugging me before bed tonight

It was time for action I grabbed the stuff and sent out goodbyes to all of my friends and mom

I left my phone inside the house
Grabbed my keys and hopped in my car

I was driving about 80mph towards the cliff cops speeding after me probaly think I'm running from them which I wasn't I was enjoying the last breath of air and one good look in the mirror

As the wheels went off the cliff and the car was in mid air everthing felt like slow motion I closed my eyes waiting for the impact and said

THIS ONES FOR YOU DAD