My second love (The Second Chance Of Real Love)

Part 51

Umakyat si kai sa isang building at dumiretso sa fooftop

"aaaaarggghhh! No! No! Aaaaaghhhhh!" he screaming while crying hard
"bakit ?! Bakit ako ganito?! Aaaaargh!" he scream

Inalala nya lahat lahat ng ginawa nya at kung gaano sya naging kasama nung bata sya .
Kung gaano sya naging kasama kay lisa. Kung pano nya paulit ulit na pinag tangkaan ang buhay ni lisa maliit palang sila.
At kung paano nya pina rape ito nuon.

Napaupo sya sa lapag at humagulgol ng humagulgol

Tapos naalala nya kung anong klase syang asawa kay jennie at kung paano nya ito tinrato .

"dad is right. Wala akong karapatang magalit" he mumble while sobbing  "s'sobrang sama ko. H'hindi na ako dapat nabubuhay pa" he said then
He stood up at tinignan kung gaano kataas ang building

"i don't deserve this life" he said at umakyat sa pasimano
"i don't deserve this life!" he yelled at naout of balance sya . Tapos ay aksidenteng Nadulas sya at nahulog ."aaaah!" naiangat nya ang dalawang kamay nya at mabilis nakakapit.

He now crying .
"lord. Im sory sa lahat ng nagawa kong kasalanan" he mumble "alam ko hindi mo na ko tatanggapin sa pintuan mo. But i just want to say na pinag sisisihan ko ang lahat ng ginawa ko. Sa pamilya ko. Kay jennie at lalong lalo na sa kapatid ko." his tears falling "marami nakong nalagpasan na kamatayan. At iba don pineke ko. But this time . I know its time" kai said habang pinipilit kumapit kahit masakit na ang mga kamay .
"lord. Patawad sa lahat" he sob at tumingin sa itaas "patawad" he said and close is eyes "habang humihinga ako.  Ihihingi ko ng tawad ang lahat. " he sob
"im sory . M'mom dad. And im so sory jennie. Im sory. Lisa" he said at unti unting bumitaw pero nagulat sya ng may mga kamay ang biglang humawak sakanya..
He open his eyes and saw lisa with tears in her eyes

Kai shock "l'lisa" his tears fall

"kapit kai. Kumapit ka. Please" lisa beg

"go now lisa!" kai yeled and try to pull his hands but lisa hold him tight.

"Hindi mo ko pwedeng iwan . Hindi pwede" lisa crying habang pinipilit hilahin si kai.

"pabayaan mo na ko lisa! Iwan mo na ko!  Hindi ko deserve ang mabuhay lisa!" kai yeled

"no! You deserve it kai! Hindi pa tayo nagkaka bonding. Hindi pa tayo nakakagawa ng alala ng okay tayo. Na masaya tayo. Kaya hindi ka pwedeng mamatay. Dahil hindi pa natutupad ang pangarap ko. Pangarap ko na mayakap kita" lisa sobbing "kumapit ka kai!" lisa yelled while tears falling

"lisa--" kai tears falling

"kai. Pag namatay ka. Hinding hindi talaga kita mapapatawad! Kaya please. Kumapit ka sakin .
M'mabuhay ka. Para sakin. Gusto kitang makasama . Gusto kong makabuo tayo ng alala bilang magkapatid at masaya" lisa crying and trying to pull kai "kai .
Mahal kita dahil kapatid kita. At hindi ko kaya kapag tuluyan kang nawala!" lisa crying

Kai burst into cry  at ginamit ang isang kamay para kumapit pa kay lisa.

Ginamit ni lisa ang lakas nya para hilahin si kai.

"aaaaggggghhh!" lisa use her full strenght para maiangat si kai .

At nag tagumpay sya.

Kai crying hard and kneel down .
"im sory lisa. Im sory sa lahat" he sob

Lisa crying "p'pinapatawad na kita kai. Or lily. Kahit sino ka pa" she sob

"i don't deserve you. All of you" kai sob

"you deserve me.  Lahat kami kai" lisa voice crack

Kai nodded while crying "salamat. Salamat lisa"
He said at nagyakapan silang magkapatid
"i know. Its not to late lisa. Pero babawi ako. Babawi ako kung bibigyan mo ko ng chance" he sob

Lisa nod "tama ka. Its not to late at kailangan mo talagang bumawi sakin" lisa said then they pull away and lisa suddenly giggle

"wae?" kai stop crying

"kahit iba na ang itsura mo. Ang pangit mo parin umiyak!. Hahhahahah!" lisa laugh

"yaaaah!" kai  smack lisa's head but lisa still laughing

Kai sigh then suddenly laugh

At nag tawanan silang magkapatid .

On the other hand .

Nasa malayo ang lahat.   Pinapanuod ang dalawa

"finaly. Okay na ang lahat" jennie said and everyone nod

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Chanyeol arrived at the hospital at dumiretso sya sa room kung nasan si jihyo..

"sehun" chanyeol called

Sehun smile "okay na sya . Thanks god. Walang natamaan na maselang part sa loob ng katawan" he said

Chanyeol nod

"kamusta?"

"okay na lahat" chanyeol said and sehun nod "buti naman"

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After tumawa ng tumawa ng dalawa .
Kai suddely stop  ng maalala si jihyo
"s....si jihyo lisa"

"what?" lisa ask

"sinaksak ko sya at iniwan ko sya don. Fuck. Baka napatay ko na sya... No!" kai panicking said and stood up  "kailangan ko sya balikan. Help me lisa"

"calm down kai. Nadala na sya sa hospital"  lisa said and kai look at her .

"nadala na?" kai ask and lisa nod

"chanyeol said na may dumating sa bahay nyo. And his name is sehun. At nadala nya  agad  si jihyo sa hospital" lisa said

"but i need to make sure lisa. Saang hospital. God. Im so stupid" kai said and lisa smirk

"siguro ikaw . Nadadala ka lang ng galit.  But you actualy inlove with jihyo" lisa smirking said and kai push her

"shut up.  Saang hospital!" kai yelled and lisa laugh

"lisa!!" kai yeled

"don't think to much kai. Chanyeol called. Okay na daw si jihyo. Nag papahinga na lang sya" lorenz appeard with everyone .

"sure?" kai ask and lorenz nod

Napahinga ng malalim si kai "oh god thank you" he said

"i think. Nadadala lang sya ng galit nya kaya gusto ka nya mabawi. But he's still blind about jihyo" lorenz whisperd to jennie

"siguro nga po. And i think this time. Lilinaw na sakanya lahat" jennie smiling said and everyone nod

While lisa still teasing kai.

"aminin mo na kasi. May feelings ka don kay jihyo" lisa said

"sasapakin kita" kai said

"sus. Di pa kasi umamin. Ginagamit mo lang yang galit mo para pag takpan na inlove ka na don. Ano tol?" lisa wigling her eyesbrow

"aysh. Bahala ka nga!" kai said and walk out pero sinundan sya ni lisa.

"huy kai!" lisa yelled

Jisoo giggle "thats lisa. Mapang bwisit talaga" she said and everyone laugh

"well . Atlis. Okay na sila. Magiging masaya na tayong lahat" jennie said and everyone nod

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