Promises

Chapter 4

Chapter 4: Flash
Disclaimer: as always typographical errors maybe seen in this chapter. 🙂

"I'm hurt because maybe because I love you" those words are the words that I never imagine coming out from him I scoff "someone told you right?" I saw his expression change "tell me what?" he seems confuse is he pretending? "someone told you that I like you for a long time right?" his yes grew bigger he's much confuse than before

"You like me?"  oh God did I just confess to him? wow Pharsia you blew up big time "yeah I like you" i said to him and stares deeply in his eyes but why am I seeing akachi when i said i like him it's like my mind is giving me flashbacks like a trauma.

"I don't like you" those words keeps ringing in my mind as if it's going to happen again i couldn't breath properly but i didn't show it to him my eyes couldn't focus i know any second  now i might fall because my feet are almost losing balance 

"pharsia? are you okay?" he said he held my two shoulders he's eyes looks worried "how long have you like me?" he said and waited for my answer before i could've answered he cut me off "why didn't you say it to me" he said and look at me in the eye once again i look away from his gaze and removed his hands from my shoulder.

I stayed silence in a minute because I'm afraid to get rejected again I want to say that to him but I'm afraid he might judge me like I was a glass who's easily to get broken and I will never show anyone that I have that side of me instead I answered him this

"I didn't told you I like you because I know you will like me because I like you and I don't like chasing people" I said to him with a straight face "is that how you think low of me?" he said "if it is that's how I think low of you would you still like me?" I said to him he was confuse once again I want to hit his head in the railings to order for him to get it 

"yes, no matter who you are or how mean you are I would still like you" he said raising his voice sounding sincere "Lies." I left him there right in the rooftop it started raining I turned my back before i could close the exit door of the rooftop only seeing him in both of his knees soaking wet 

a tear started to fall from my eyes down to my cheeks why am I crying? am I this emotional to cry for a man like him I thought to myself in the elevator heading down in the parking when I got off he elevator they we're so many medias surrounded in the whole 3rd floor basement where I parked as if they we're waiting for a celebrity so many fangirls we're there a paparazzi journalist and what so ever.

I tried to get through it but only getting mobbed when the elevator opened they we're all stepping on me but I mange to get up only to fall again but someone pick me up in a bridal style and put me inside a tinted black van I couldn't see anything only flashes of camera side by side and clicking at the same time.

someone turned on the lights of the vans and see Akachi right beside me "Why am I even surprise what do you want and brought me here?" his manager came inside the car
"who are you?" his manager ask me looking confuse and look at Akachi's hand around my shoulders and look at me again.

"My GIRLFRIEND" ha? is he insane? what does he mean girlfriend "NO! I'm not his girlfriend" I yelled now his manager looking confuse than ever I remove his hand around my shoulders 

"right I mean my fiancé"  nanlaki yung mata ko nang marining ko yun kung kanina naka akbay siya sakin pinulupot niya yung kamay niya sa bewang ko "you're Euphraisa?" sabi ng kaninyang manager kilala niya ako? "yeah I am, why? do you know me?" 

It's like she couldn't believe "but let me make it clear first, I'm not his fiancé, we're just strangers that knew each other" I felt akachi's hands slowly removing it from my waist he turned his body to the window and his manager told the driver to drive