"Dad I'm home" I yell as I walk into the house, it was 10:05 I was five minutes late. No answer to my call.
"Hello?"
Still no answer, slowly I make my way down the hall figuring my dad and sister are asleep, I'm stepping over toys and trash that are scattered around because my fathers to lazy to pick them up. My sister was in her room and the door was shut. My dad wasn't in his. I press my ear to the Door and hear whimpers from my sister, my fathers voice rang through my ears
"Shhh be quiet your sisters home, she'll hear you"
That should have been my cue to grab a baseball bat or the phone, but I couldn't think straight I was filled with this over coming sense of rage, I couldn't just see red ,I could feel it coursing through my veins like Heroin. The only thought in my head was he's raping my sister. He's raping my sister. I kicked open the door and saw him with his hand on himself and his other on my sister, pinning her down.
"Get the fuck off her" I screamed pushing him away from her, with such a force he fell of the bed and on to the ground.
"Lily go into the bathroom lock yourself in there don't come out until I tell you" I yell frantically at her, what am I going to do now.
My father stands up and swings at me, punching my hard in the face but to my relief I heard the bathroom door slam shut giving me a sense of reassurance that my sister was safe.
"How dare you" My father screamed at me, outraged his face was purple and his pants were still down he was pointing a finger in my direction.
"How dare I? How dare your rape my sister you sick asshole, how dare you ruin her life while she's still so young, who do you think you are? You're crazy if you think you aren't getting caught for this" I was past yelling, I was screaming I was letting all of my anger and frustration at the world put on him, I was letting him know exactly what kind of sick disgusting person he was, because that's what he was, he didn't deserve a place in this world, he didn't deserve to ever even be born.
"I mean what attractive about a six year old you fucking pig"
"You are not going to tell anyone about this because if you do, the whole court case I'm going to keep raping your sister, and I'm going to do it every single day, on top of that I'll beat your ass like I should have been doing for the last 14 years" My father spits out cockily.
"I will never be afraid of you" I yell, then in an attempt to grab the living room phone I ran out of the bedroom and down the hall, trying to escape the room to call the police, I was quick, but he was angry and caught up to me before I made it out the door with the phone. He grabbed me by the leg and pulled me to the ground.
"Listen hear you little bitch, don't you dare try to tell on your father"
He grabbed my pants and ripped them off laughing cockily the whole time, I screamed but no one seemed to hear me I yelled and I cried but he kept going, he kept going and then stopped and did it again and again, I was screaming but no one seemed to hear me. He was laughing, I'll never forget that laugh that's scared me forever, never no matter how many days Il live, I'll never forget the first time he raped me, and through all that the only thing I was thinking was at least my sisters alright. She had been alright, he never layed a finger on her again it was me, always me.
