THE HAZING (Trixya)

Denial

KATYA POV

 I don't like Trixie but why I felt so angry when I saw her with that Asian boy. who is his name again? krist? 

violet: Katya!
Katya: sorry ... what?
violet: what wrong with you?
Katya: nothing i-

 my phone ring I saw rick's name I walk away from my friend and pick it up.

rick: hey Katya!
Katya: rick! what's up?
rick: nothing, I just wondering if we could hang out?
Katya: sure! I'll send you an address so meet me there. I'll call you after my class
rick: sound wonderful okay! I'll see you later then
Katya: Yeah, see you

after my class, I meet rick at Starbuck nearby. we talk for a while about him, rick is always been like a brother to me after our breakup. but after he got a girlfriend we became distant and worse he moving to another country.

rick: now tell me what wrong with you?
Katya: huh? what do you mean?
rick: I know something wrong with you. tell me what is it?
Katya: umm but promise me to not judge me
rick: promise

I told him about Trixie and my confusion. he takes my hand and smiles at me

rick: Katya you are in denial. I know deep down there you like her too
Katya: I don't know. I can't i-i'm not ready for all judgment from my friend or worse from my family!  what would they say? their daughter became a dyke.
rick: hey! don't say that! Katya Zamolodchikova you are an amazing person you deserve to be happy and if they don't accept you then they are not your real friend and if your family really loves you they will support you no matter what. I'll be here for you kat.
Katya: thank you so much rick that meant a lot to me
rick: so I want you to get out from here and get your girl, zamo!
Katya: I gotta go!

 I went back to uni but when I walk to Trixie's class I saw her hugging that Asian boy and I remember she already with that boy. I run from there to my apartment, I was too late and I hate myself for that I know she likes me and I blew everything

TRIXIE POV

Krist: shush.... calm down okay maybe it doesn't look like that 
Trixie: she definitely back to rick
Krist: maybe not
Trixie: I found their old photo Krist and they look so in love
Krist: well that doesn't mean they back together
Trixie: I saw them holding hand earlier okay!
Krist: let me take you home, you look really mess right now

 I walk to my apartment with Krist I don't know what to think. I saw Katya and rick at Starbuck and I pretty sure they back together. you have no chance to be with her again, Mattel!. try to look strong and happy about her choice Trixie! you can do it!

AN: hi, Sky here! I just want to thank everyone who read my book and giving me support. I hope you still like my story. I'm sorry if I don't update quite often because I have another project with my friend that must be finished in December so I'm sorry. okay, I think that's all. bye!