Addicted. (Andy Biersack Fan Fiction)

Chapter 1

        I was bullied as a child. I never got why, because there was nothing wrong with me. I'm not bragging, but I was skinny, had long, black hair. Sparkling green eyes, and a smile that would light up the room. My parents were wealthy, Mom was a very high-class lawyer, and Dad was a surgeon. I always got what I wanted, but I was never a brat about it. So when Lee Donahue came up to me, in 2nd grade and said "You're a no good bitch," I was a bit surprised. My mom taught me from a very young age on, that I was never to use those words. I simply ignored him, but he kept saying it. I grew up with it, my first time was in 5th grade. Nobody new, and nobody suspected it. The only person who even knew that I was bullied, was the teacher. But she never did anything to stop it. It hurt, a lot. They said things to me like 'Slut', 'No good bitch', 'Whore', 'Ugly', 'Fat', but my favorite was 'Go kill yourself, nobody wants you here'. That one really gets to me. We were in 5th grade, how were they learning all of these terrible words/phrases?

        My first cut was in 5th grade. I felt really good after, like nothing could ever hurt me. Besides the blade that I was in control of. I couldn't really stop. I was scared at first, that somebody would walk in on me, but nobody was ever home to even use that bathroom. Dad was always performing another important surgery, and Mom was always defending criminals. 

        I became addicted, kinda like how you fall asleep: slowly, then all at once. I've forgotten how to be happy, but I guess I never really knew what happy was. 

Author's Comment:

Hey guys! This is the 1st chapter of 'Addicted.' Hope you enjoyed it! The first couple of chapters will most likely be kinda short because they're really just giving you a small rundown on the characters. Make sure to vote/comment if you like it so far, or if you have anything you'd like to say. Have a good day/night! xoxo