The falling teen angel

losing direction of events

The two friends were staring at each other, confused, in the parking lot. Finn leaning over the door of Blaine's Prius, and Blaine still confused in the driver's seat.

Having no way to disguise it, because Blaine was not sure what had happened, still confused and disoriented, tried to free himself from his colleague's hands and find a plausible answer to give to his friend. "Er ... well ... Yeah ... Finn, it's nothing ... I was just ..." but he is interrupted by Finn who was increasingly nervous about the situation.

"Dude ... calm ... you'll end up hurting yourself with your seat belt! ..." and placing your hand on his friend's chest, to try to make him calm down and stop for a moment to be able to loosen his belt for safety, Finn noticed that Blaine's heart was racing, much faster than normal. "Calm! Calm!"

Blaine, even more ashamed of the situation, was getting more agitated, practically hyperventilating "Finn ... no ... it's ... nothing ..." and Blaine started to feel that desperate feeling of crying, but he didn't want to lose control in front of her ex's brother "I ... am ... ok ... Finn" ... Blaine spoke between blows of air, his voice trembling.

Realizing that his friend was not doing well, but knowing Blaine's way, Finn interrupted him and, in the most polite way possible, said "Dude ... if that's ok, I don't want to know what's bad for you." And looking directly into his friend's eyes, Finn practically ordered "Look at me Blaine!", In a tone a little harsher than he would have liked, but despair had already taken over. Blaine in turn, surprised by his friend's action, and a little scared by the "command", lost the little control he had over his actions, and started to cry uncontrollably, which did not help the situation at all.

Finn fearing that his friend might pass out from the way he was agitated, he leaned over Blaine and unbuckled his seat belt and pulled his friend out of the car practically carrying him to a seat next to the parking space where the car was.

"Blaine ... Dude ... Don't scare me like that ... Breathe ... Come on ... 1-2-3 inhale .... 1-2-3 .... exhale ... .That "and holding Blaine by the shoulders and looking him straight in the eye. Finn started trying to calm his friend as he had seen his brother acting once in the past.

Blaine, after some time, neither of whom can say whether it was seconds or minutes, started to get a grip, and his breathing was calming and the crying stopped.

Embarrassed that he was caught in this situation by Finn, Blaine ducked his head, unable to face his ex's brother, and started to apologize in embarrassment "Look, Finn ... Thanks for helping me, but it was no big deal ... You don't you have to worry ... I'm not worth your time ... You sure have more important things to do ... And I'm the last person you want to be around ... Especially after what I did with Kurt ... And ... "and he continued to talk without stopping, until he was interrupted by Finn, who put his hand on his friend's arm to stop him from talking and looking at him" Blaine, pay attention to what I'm going to tell you , man. " And in a firm but gentle voice, Finn continued, "What happened between you and Kurt was not nice, but it's something you just have to work out between the two of you ... You were wrong, ok ...Making mistakes is human ... everyone has made some mistake that they regret ... But nobody hates you man. I DON'T HATE YOU, MAN! I'm your friend ... And if you need anything I'm here, don't forget it. "

Still surprised by his friend's attitude, Blaine could not accept that he deserved such consideration. Especially Finn, brother of the person he betrayed and destroyed his trust and broke his heart. With her face streaked with tears and her voice almost a whisper, Blaine says, "But you should hate me! I'm not worth anything! I destroyed everything that was most important to me because I am a despicable man "and looks back at the floor shaking his head in denial.

Shocked by what his friend had just said, Finn starts trying to reassure him, "Stop it, Blaine!" , but Blaine didn't accept it, and he was starting to get nervous again.

Realizing his friend's agony, Finn decides to leave the discussion for now, and decides that he will take the friend who is not in a position to drive. "Let's do the following Blaine. I'll take you home, if you don't mind me driving your car, and from there I ask Puck to pick me up. OK? "

Without the strength to protest, even though he believed he did not deserve Finn's help, Blaine bowed his head in defeat and gave a defeated sigh and agreed. "Ook".

As soon as Finn thought Blaine had calmed down enough, he escorted his friend to the passenger side of the car, waited for Blaine to settle in and buckle up, and then went to the driver's side, only then, realizing on the floor just beside the door still open, a puddle of liquid that looked like vomit. It was then that Finn became even more worried about his friend, but decided not to comment.

Finn got in the car, buckled up and started the car, starting to maneuver out of the parking lot. When he glanced at Blaine, Finn realized that his friend had already fallen asleep with his head against the window and his arms crossed over his chest as if he were protecting himself from something.

"Something is not right with him." Finn thought to himself, and with a sigh he decided right there that he would pay more attention to his friend.