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THIRD PERSON

Team was still sat on the edge of the roof, it was now dark. His sister hadn't bothered to look for him as she knew he needs time, he's been like it since he was a kid. Run off, hide sort himself out, come back. It was teams thing and his family just accepted that. But what they didn't know was that team hated being alone, he hated feeling lonely.

He had felt it so much, but of course no one knew that and he wasn't planning to let anyone know. He felt weak, he hated knowing that someone could see him like this. He hated all the thoughts that ran though his head. He felt as though he was a disappointment for no reason, a failure, a bad adaptation to society. Sometimes he just wanted to end it all, end his life, end his hurt and end the insufferable feelings.

But he couldn't. It's not that he had people to live for, more like he didn't have the guts to.

That was about to change his life was so much, his past, win, his mother and his sister. Yes he loved his mother and sister but, they were too much at time. Too much to cope with, the constant pressure of them both was too much on team. He hated it.

Team was now fully stood on the edge of the roof, Eyes pools of water. Just one step and he could end it all. He could no longer be in this world. No longer surrounded by two faced people. One more step, just do it.

One foot now hung over the edge. Come on team, just step.

He was so close.

He was almost there.

That was only for him to be pulled back. He was pulled into someone's chest. Team didn't like the wanted to go. He wanted the pain to stop.

Team was kicking and screaming the mysterious persons eyes. "LET ME GO!!" He was pulling on the persons arms. He was so close to jumping, so close yet so far. Teams voice started to croak, crack. The screaming and shouting was dying out. He hated this, team felt so helpless, weak.

He hated it.

An hour or so later, His eye felt itchy and sore from crying, they felt heavy. Team was struggling to keep them open, he just wanted to shut them. He did. His eyes fell shut. Team fell asleep in the arms of a stranger.

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When team woke up he was shocked to see that he was in his own bed. This bed, his bed felt uncomfortable. He didn't like it, he wanted to be somewhere else, but that somewhere else didn't want him obviously.

Teams sister was sat next to him on the bed. It felt like old times.

"Come on, team. Time for bed," his old sister spoke to him. Team followed the order obediently, like a dog. He loved this time, bed time that is. Teams sister would always read him a bedtime story. Usually it was about a girl finding a cottage in the middle of nowhere, she tried beds and only one felt comfortable. She ate porridge and only one she liked.

The story was called 'Goldie locks and the three bears'. It was now teams ritual that his sister read him a story. And he loved that, loved that he had a caring older sister. Teams sister loved seeing teams innocent reaction at the story each time.

"Hey,sis?" Team asked.

"Hmm" she replied.

"Who brought me here?"

"I don't know but it was a very kind man, he seemed worried for You,"

"Oh,okay"

Team didn't like that someone knew where he lived normal, but then a stranger knows where he lives. That just creeps him out, even with that team still wants to thank the mystery person. He's grateful that they didn't leave him on the roof. 

Teams also surprised that they, just stood there and took teams break down. Didn't question it, didn't say 'everything is going to be alright'. They just stood there and took it, they were there holding team tightly in there embrace. That felt nice to team the thought of someone actually caring.

"So what do you wanna do today?" His sister asked.

"Sleep"

"Team you can't sleep the day away."

"I can, and I will."

Teams sister wasn't in the mood to fight with him so she just left. She left him to sleep his life away, and went shopping.

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Win was off with a girl, they were at a bar. He was gonna hook up, get what he wanted and drop her on her ass. What else do you expect from him, get married, have a family. Those two things don't exist in wins dictionary. His dictionary consists of the three s': score, seduce, scram.

Those are the rules he lives by and that's not going to change, not for anyone.

The girl win had picked up was practically clinging on to him, like he would leave. I mean he is but she doesn't know that. "Come on darling, let's go somewhere quiet," win used his charming voice the get the girl to agree within seconds.

They where at a crappy hotel, win didn't care though. It was cheep and he was just here for a fuck. Not a bloody life ceremony. Win would of fucked her in the middle of the street If she'd of let him.

The two walked in to a room with a bed (white sheets stained yellow), broken draws and a bible lay like it was keeping the building from falling down. Win glance at the girls face not really caring for her reaction, but fun to watch no the less. She looked disgusted, win not really in the mood for her to complain, he pushe her in the bed.

"Let's have some fun"

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