Coming out

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Sages pov

It's been 3 weeks since I found out I was pregnant believe me It wasn't fun it's the same routine over and over again wake up, throw up, cry in pain, Luke comforts me, eat, sleep, and cry in pain so more I think luke is getting tired of it but he says he doesn't mind I get very iffy about it in fact he hasn't been around lately I've been asking Piper and Chantelle for thoughts on what he is doing thy both don't know I haven't seen him since he came home last night "boo don't get upset" Piper said through the phone "but how do I cope with it" I ask "...you shouldn't worry about it to much stress on the baby....besides the point what's the name" she asked I thought about it "I don't know" I said Piper came with me to get the ultrasound done the gender is a boy but I haven't through on any names Luke was busy so he couldn't come to the appointment so that's why Piper came "did you ask luke" she asked "no....shit I forgot I will tell him tonight" I said "ok well Calum needs me I have to go love ya" she said and hung up I forgot about her and Calum they have been very close lately and Calum's always talking to Luke something's up the only people I ever see is sometimes Luke, I see Piper and Chantelle a lot along with Michael ya he has become part of our girls group he even watched movies with us and cried at them to I wonder if he is a girl?? Anyways I decided when Luke gets home I will ask him.

Later that night
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It was 7:00 I was up waiting for Luke normally I would be passed out in bed but without Luke there it was practically empty I heard the sound of a car door shut and keys jiggle opening a door revealing Luke "hey....shouldn't you he asleep" he asked sitting beside me "I couldn't sleep" I shrugged "well what were you doing" I asked "I was out" he blankly stared at me "out doing what?" I ask "just out" he stated not looking at me "what's up with you" I ask "nothing's up" he says annoying rolling his eyes "why are you all of a sudden out... you never drink" I ask "well maybe I want to now" he snapped at me "so your just gonna leave without telling me where you are" I ask not wanting to sound protective but he's my husband and I'm worried "why are you so clingy" he raised his voice "don't you fucking raise your voice at me you don't have a reason too....you leave and come back late at night I try not to worry about you because I thought i trusted you but maybe I was wrong I hardly ever see you" I shouted "WELL MAYBE BECAUSE YOU'RE A SELF CENTRED ANNOYING BITCH....I CANT STAND BEING AROUND YOU ALL THE TIME I NEED MY SPACE" he shouted and I lost it "fuck you Luke......." I say tears wanting to spill "oh and just so you know......you missed my ultrasound.....you didn't get to see your son for the first time" I say angry more that sad throwing the pictures at him luckily he caught him I walked upstairs slamming the door shut.

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