A Ruthless Alpha (complete)

Chapter 7

"what???" what just she said that she didn't joined her friends because of me. But why?? I asked her in confusions with her words.in a most clam & warm tone I could. Her eyes pointed towards something so, I followed her look to find that I was holding her hand from the time she shake with me. "I.... I.." I fumble on my own words. I feel embarrassed but even not able   to leave her hand. I want to hold her for her whole life.
Hold her hand!!!!

For whole life !!!!

Are you fucking kidding siddharth. What are you saying that you want to hold a stranger for whole life??? My subconscious mind mocked me.

But that stranger doesn't seem to ne stranger. My heart jump on his point.

Her blushed red cheek invite me but I'm holding myself for not to eat it. Her eyes want to convey something to me which is not easy dor me to get as I never talk with anyone with so much intensity throughout eyes. My mind was protesting me that it waa not for me. It's not my way buy my stubborn heart doesn't want to corporate with me. So for those time I don't know why but I want to go with the flow of my heart.

"you want to join" she asked me in a low & cute tone which bring me back from my thinking zone. I nodded in no “you go" I don't want her to be in limelight as every eyes where following me. "m... Mmm..... My ha... Han... Hand" she whisper. “oh sorry" I leave her hand to missed her warmth already. What the hell siddharth shukla, the ruthless man saying sorry to a girl just for holding hand. Are you serious???

I saw sadness in her face which piercing my heart but don't know the reason for her sudden changes. "what happened sweetheart???" my plam found its way to her cheek & start caressing it slowly. I don't know when my tone become so soft for her. She closed her eyes makes me smile that her body react on my touch. I raised her chin up to look at me. “I lost them" she said with the sad tone with moist eyes. "whom" I asked her in confusion that about whom she is talking about. Whom she lost & where?? These things running in my mind.
“my friends " she gives a sad pout bring desire for me to eat that. She roam her eyes but didn't find any." don't worry!!! They must be somewhere in the hall " I squeeze her cheek making her shiver with my touch.

“but I'm afraid to be here all alone between strangers " she said with cracked voice. She words shows her innocence. Ahhhhrrrggghh!!! How much I want to have her all alone for me.
“how will you be alone when I'm just next to you" her eyes strat sparkling as soon as I state the fact. “you will be with me?? " her eyes shines like stars. I nodded. “you won't leave me all alone like others rights???" her words is with full of hope but I can see pain on her words. “never" I don't know when this word skip from me. she blushed but it changed in frown. “but I also want to dance. It's my favorite one" she said with sad tone. I don't like her this sadness. “then go dance" I said but she again tease me with her pout. She shake her head in negative. "all alone??? " I raised my eyebrows. "will you be my partner??" she asked me with hope. Her sparkling eyes makes me to agree on her. Her words are doing things to me. Her puppy face melt me & I nodded in yes for dance. “but i don't know how to dance" I never had dance with anyone. She gives me a sweet smile & dragged me with her towards the crowd busy in dancing.

She pull my hand & bring it near her waist, make me to hold her. I feel current passing through my spine with her smooth milky skin. She make her arms to cage my neck. Her touch bring heaven. She start swaying in beats & I start following her. She giggle. “dil diya galla" she sinhs along with the beats & I got loss in her beautiful voice. Her eyes looking directly to mine was doing lots of things to me. I don't know why but I feel known to her this beautiful eyes. “have we ever meet before " I pull her near me with her waist make hrr landed on my chest & asked her near ears. Her grip on my shoulder becomes tight. “I'm feeling your eyes saying me that they know me from ages" I added when I didn't get her answer. She gives me a confused look but I can see her eyea sparkling with the fact that I think her to be known. I also got confused as I never feel this with strangers so, I gather my courage & asked. Her eyes & action speak different things. "may be" she said with sparkle. After a pause "or may be not" suddenly her eyes become moist & speak with sad tone. I raised my eyebrows as I got more confused with her answer.“I don't know. I leave this place in my early age so, I'm not sure" her tone changed. “you tell me what you think?? What you feel?? Do you know me?? She questioned back me with the hope in her eyes. But I'm not sure about the fact that whether I have or not.

"your sparkle eyes & smiles seems known" I honestly reply her & she gives me a sweet smile. "but as you said that you long back leaved this place in your early age so, may be i don't" I said to meet her pale face. Her eyes speak the word hurt & I curse myself for this. She seems to be disappointed with my answer. I was about to confront her but her word makes me to stop. "we don't" she speak before me. My eyebrows crook on her words. "no we haven't ever meet" her words & eyea are not agree with each other. Her tone resemble hurtness. May be she hurt with the fact that I don't know her.

But why she hurt with the fact??

Who is she??

Should I have to know her??

Do we know each other???

Is she someone I already know??

These things where running in my mind but suddenly I got my senses as I fell her grip losing from my shoulders & withdraw her hands from my body. She was about to backup but I hold her more tightly & swirl her to pull her more close to me that her hand landed on my chest & I start swaying on beats. She doesn't meet her eyes with me like before that pierce my heart. “you can remind me if ever have we ever meet somewhere before" I said caressing her cheek. She gave me a faint smile which hurt me. “no!! We haven't aa I was noy allowed to meet with strangers whenever I used to live here. So, there is no chance that we ever have meet " she replied a little rudely & some sounds like hurt. But don't know why I don't want to believe in her words as her own actions doesn't match with her statement. But her word 'stranger ' hurt me more. It feels like thousands of needles where poking my heart. "strange???" I whisper the word but enough loud to caught her ears. "ya!!! That what unknown people called each others right" saying so she leave me there all alone totally numb with her statements. I tried to caught her words but before I could say something she was long gone. I tried hard to remember but can't make it. I leave from stage as it's not good to be all alone on floor between crowd.

After sometimes, I find my princess with someone other girls but she was not with them. I roamed my eyes in the hall as it's not crowded aa slowly slowly all guest where leaving after dinner. I search for her in whole hall & dinning are but couldn't find her. I search for the hidden places in hope that she was having her favorite hiding from others like if anyone see her having they will snatched from her. Her evening ice cream face comes in my vision makea me smile on her beauty. But my disappointment I couldn't able to  find her. I come back to the hall & meet some guest leaving.

I move towards my princess who is habing her desert all alone. I askes her about her friends. "why are you all alone princess??" I asked her caressing her hair. “because my brother is busy with his business association " she said with fake glare. I smile on her cuteness." because his sister was already busy with her friends. But where are they?? " I asked her. I don't care about others but want to know about her where beinh but I can't asked princy about her directly. She looks at me & give me a sweet smile. “ohhh they!! At their respective homes" she answered. “but you said you London wali will stay back for tonight. "I asked in hope to meet her. “ohh ya!!! Buy some emergency comes in her family so, she leaved earlier." she said with sad tone. I also got sad but can't show her my emotions so, I hide it as soon as a frown appeared on my face. “thank you bhai“ her words bring me back “this was the best birthday ever" she said with love & hugged me. “I love you the most" she added
“more then your sanu" I raised my eyebrows to tease her as I know how much she love her sanu, her bff, london wali, bff. She called jayesha by sanu out of love. It's her nickname cute just like her. She glare me with angry pout looking like a angry bird. “cant choose one as you both hold strong place “I laugh on her antics. I know it from her starting of friendship with her. “now go have some rest" I asked her to take rest as it was also a hectic day for her as well. “good night bro!! And thank you to love me" sje kissed my hand before leaving. “good night princess!! Thank you to you to come on my life" I kissed her forehead & we both share a cute lovely smile before heading towards our respective room. I decided to call it a day so, asked manager to manage remaining work. I freshen up & change to my comfortable with my short & hit the bed but sleep was far from me. Whenever I vloawdy my eyes her mosit hurtful eyes comes to distracted me. I was hell confused with her words & action that why she feel hurt when I said that I didn't recognize her. Do we know each other?? It's the things roaming in my mind whole time that I didn't get when sleep took over me.