A Ruthless Alpha (complete)

Chapter 9

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Shehnaaz

Today 27th jan, my special day, date of my birth but I'm lying here at a silent room in a bed totally lifeless. It's bring long that I can't able to open my eyes, move my body but I can sense, smell, heard my surroundings. My room smell full of medicines which givese a disgust feelings, sounds of tools & technology pierce my ear. I can fell all those gadgets connect to mu body, I can hear all talking but the bad is that neither I can move nor I can see my surroundings. The fresh wind & birds creep sound gives me the vibes of morning where as cold wind gives me the signal of Nights. But I'm waiting for the morning which can decard my thid darkness.

Every night I heard my da (brother) crying for me, curse himself for nat being able to protect me & save our parents & pray for my recovery
I can feel his tears whivh drops on my face & hands when he kissed me. His cracking voice, tears & helplessness always pierce my heart. He doesn't know how I wanted to hugged him, wiped his tears & told him that not to Worry I'm always be with him but every time I try failed in every attempt. I also used to hear another voice of a boy who used yo console my da & try to ease his pain. He was only support system of mu brother. He always gives hi. Positivity about me & our conditions. He is most trustful person of my da as Only he was allowed to my room aftery da, doctor & maria aunty, our care taker. I also used to get positive vibes from him. I don't know why but his presence always makes so much relaxed to my mind but raised my heart beats. Now if you asked me how I know about his presence then my answer os by his natural smell, his voice, his positive aura. I can sense, smell, heard him. I can't tell you how eager I'm to see him, to feel them but I'm helpless.

I heard a click sound of my door which makes me to give my full attention towardd the sound & it's my da. He always start his morning with me. He is the first person to visit me. He wish me birthday by kissing my forehead & caressing my hair. He pray to god for my faat recovery. I mentally smiles. I'm lucky to have him as my brother. He talks to me or say like he said to me for almost half hours about his ongoing life & someone like princess. I feel little jealous when my oen brother praised someone else infront of me. I want to give him a vite angry pout witj dead glare but I'm helpless. He cried all the time while talking to me. I know this by his cracking voice & of those tear drops which touch my skin.
After sometime he call maria aunty to clean me & change my clothes. He gives me some privacy as I feel loss of his presence in my room. Then maria aunty give clean my head to toes & makr me to wear other new clothes. Da comes to room with something smell to good. He sit nect to me & put something on my forehead & make some payer.

Our bro_sis moment interrupt by another click sounds & I instantly sense him, his smell bring freshness. He comes near me & sit beside me at the middle of bed after some consoling wotds to my brother. Maria aunty call my brother by saying thay some people are waiting for him & I know who they are. My brother always used to donate some food, clothes, money in my name on my birthday.

I smell a fresh flower near me which was may be bring by my heartbeat raiser. “happy birthday jaan" he wished me in a sweet & clam tone & kissed my forehead which skipped my heart. He start caressing my hair which I think was his favorite job for me as everytime he visit me he used to play with it. He always called me jaan. I don't know why but everytime hr called mr by this name my heart skipped from it place. His mere one word are enough to make my day.

“you are the only one who can make me smile with a simple 'HI'. "

His touches are so soft on my skin & doing magic on my body. He pray for my fast recovery & good health. He said nothing but a sweet tjings on my ear which gives me tickle on my body. But what shocked me was that his lip on mine. This is tje first time he did like this. No one ever done this thing to me which gives shiver yo my spine. I feel on cloud 9 by his tbis deeds. I feel special. I feel his warm & rough lip linger on cold yet soft lips which doing thing on me but I don't know what is it. I'm not able to recognize this feeling as it is new for me. For another shocked I feel drops on my face & some on my lips which is so salty & I instantly know what it is. It's his tears for me. I heard his words tjat hr want my life back. I don't know why but I feel so special for this. My body react on him. I force my body for a movement as I want to response his kiss, drink his tears. I tried hard to figjt with my helplessness & finally I hot succeed to liss him back. May be he feel my movement as he freeze for some time as he stop his lips movement on a place & suddenly jerk himself from me & I don't like his this act. I want to  Punch him hard gor this. I tried hard for more. I heard his scream for my brother. He informed him about my recent movement. He asked nurse to inform doctor & leave from the room to thank his god for his blessings but only I knew it's not god but its him who bring my life back, Who established the urge to be live more with him in his embrace.

I finally open my eyes after lots of trial & error process. As soon as I opened my eyes it meet with hid grey orbs & I instantly fall in it. He smile when hr found me staring towards him & tjat smile makes my heart to skipped from it's place . “JAAN" He called me & hold my cheek with his palms & kissed my forehead. He thank his goddess for this mercy.

“Happy birthday jaan. Welcome back in new life. " he again wished me but this time with only happiness. I smiled back towards him. It's my 2nd born date at thr same date. 1st was by mercy of God to my parents & this one was because of him. We were lost in each other's eyes when we heard a loud click broke our intense gaze. We move our eyea towards the sound to meet with a shocked.

My brother is there clicking our picture to capture this moment in memories bank. He runs toward me to embrace me in his arms like his life depend on it. He cried his heart out & I join him on this to get a good scold grom Hitler. We talk about our family & his killing our culprit
He kissed my forehead “happy birthday butterfly " he wished me. “I missed you" a tear skipped grom his eyes. I wiped his tears & kissed him back & giggle “me too“I hugged him. He ordered his manager to distribute sweets, foods & clothes to needy peoples also to all staffs. We click lots of pic that day.

Flashback end

I trun next page to find the pic of that day when da secretly had clicked our pic, his & mine when we were in full in each other, lost in intense gaze. I had taken this one from my brother's gallery as my first memory with him. I do have our pictures from the date of my birth but I count that date as my first with him. I caressed thr picture & a tear skip from my eyes. That day was the day of my new born. I got my life back. I kissed the pic & put it on its place on same page turn another page to live another more memories with him.