Cold Blooded

Chapter 31

Identity crisis.

(TW?!)

After confessing his love to Sarah, Taemin went directly to house.

Even though his life is way to personal, he had no choice but to tell her parents.

Remembering his all of his past, it started giving him severe panic attacks.

His breath increased at a dramatic level.

He leaned against the wall.

All of his troubled memories were flooding back into his mind in this one moment.

The thunder storm in the background rolled in.

For the first time in 6 years, he felt actually excruciating pain.

Both physical, emotional, and mental pain in him.

6 years ago, the love of his life cheated on him during their 2nd anniversary.

He was only 21 at that time.

Taemin caught her in bed with an older man.

She even had the audacity to say that she was just using him for his money and she was getting tired of being with someone who was still a virgin.

Before he was driven to become a serial killer, he was a pure and kind gentleman.

He had a 4.0 gpa and he went to the best university of all South Korea.

Taemin really loved this girl so much, that it drove him to become what he is today: A psychotic serial killer.

A few days later Taemin, was in disguised and broke into her home and killed his ex girlfriend and her lover together in bed.

After killing her, realized what he did.

He didn't mean to but it was too late.

She was completely dead by the time he came back to his senses.

The pain drove him to kill her, but he couldn't handle it anymore.

From that moment on, he realized that he had blood on his hands and nothing else mattered to him anymore.

Thats when he started seducing older and younger women and even slept with them, he would kill them for his own entertainment.

Taemin had 2 personalities, his normal everyday personality and his murderous personality.

He is a highly intelligent serial killer who could manipulate even the government and law.

Taemin graduated the university with a bachelor's degree.

Ever since his murderous side came through his body, he has been fighting it ever since then.

He would suffer from it everyday and night.

At one point in his life, he wanted to end it all because his psychotic side wouldn't leave his body.

He vowed never to mix love and lust together, but it looks like he couldn't keep that promise.

The girls that he slept with were far very different from Sarah.

She was completely different.

She said interesting stuff that made Taemin wanted to listen to her conversations all day.

Her face.

It he ever wanted to see at the end of the day.

Her smile.

Her bright personality.

Her charisma.

Everything about her, intrigued Taemin from the second he saw her outside the club.

It felt like almost yesterday when he met her.

Taemin would do anything to restart time over again.

He sobbed quietly as the tears on his eyes fell off his puffy face onto the ground.

"Damn that moment. Curse the moment I encountered those f**kers!" He says quietly.

"I need to shot something to get this frustration off of me!" He yells.

"Starting with myself." Taemin slowly gets up and goes towards his bed and pulls out a small box. 

He pulls out a gun and walks toward the mirror and sees his own reflection on it.

He slowly rose the gun up to a 90 degree angle.

"I'll just kill this horrible side of me." He says.

"I am a monster in a mask."

"Good bye cruel world. You are not a part of me!!!!!"

Mark then immediately busts down the door in Taemin's room.

"Hyung!!!! Noooo!!!!!"

✧~~TO BE CONTINUED