What is love?

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What is love?

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- A U T H O R -

Yuqi stand up in front the door and about knock it but someone stop her.

" Did Lucas not open it? " Lisa ask and look at her. Yuqi just nodded and smile at Lisa.

" Oh he must sleeping, sorry not to tell you. He said he need some rest so...  " Yuqi understand what Lisa said so she nodded " i will visit him later "

" uhm Yuqi..." Lisa cough a little and look at the 18 years old Yuqi who still standing and wait for next words " can we talk? " Lisa ask.

" sure "

then they going to living room and sit face to face.

Lisa sipping her tea and clear her throat before start speak. She sighed and bit her lower lips to confident her self.

" Look " she start make Yuqi look at her nervously.

" im not try to win Lucas or what, but... " Lisa looking down " if you treat him like your own bestfriend until now you wrong. I mean there no wrong actually just don't make him fall for you "

" its hard to make you understand but, the ways you talk to him, smile, laughed, hug, cuddle he could fall " Lisa said and bit her lower lips. " im not warn you okay baby Yuqi, cuddle its wrong with bestfriend relationship especially boy and girl "

" that different genre right? " Yuqi nodded and lower her head " so uhm can you stop doing that? its okay you cuddle with you girl bestfriend, beside you both are girl but with this situation you can't. Because Lucas is man " Lisa said.

" i don't mean to do that eonnie, I'm just feel comfortable with him. Beside he the one who understand me, he the one who hear what my problem " Yuqi said.

" Can i ask something eonnie? " she ask and Lisa just nodded her head " since when he got fever? "

Lisa look at Yuqi unbelievable " Lucas didn't tell you? " Lisa ask, Yuqi just shook her head and sighed " he broke too much " Lisa mumbled.

"  He got fever since 3 days ago, that why he skip school. I told him to recover first but he so stubborn " Lisa said and rolled her eyes.

" He skip his meal, Lunch, dinner and also he lock his self on her room 24 hours " Lisa said make Yuqi more shocked.

" Eonnie, mind to tell me what happened? " Yuqi ask her and bit her lower lips.

" its because you... have crush just it " she said and look to Yuqi eyes " Soojin tell me everything, and its just about his feeling towards you. He so broke when he hear that you have crush that's why "

" but... " Yuqi look at Lisa " you didn't notice him since you 16 "

" i notice it eonnie, i know what love now. I know i fall in love too long but i just aware now. " Lisa look at Yuqi confuse " He my crush..."

" who? " Lisa ask and up her left brows.

" Lucas Wong, he is my crush " Yuqi said and smile innocently.

" since when? "

" since the first time i see him on his room, that time you told me to wake him up to breakfast together because you and Minnie eonnie is friend. You told me to hug him if he not woke up so i did. And i feel my heart beat so fast when he hug me back its mean we cuddle at the first time met. And there im aware i fell in love with him " Yuqi tell her.

" but what problem is, im just too late to aware my own feeling " Yuqi chukled and look at Lisa.

" ah i see, you both are fell in love tok each other " she say " so what about Taehyung? why you meet him at the café? "

" eo?  why did eonnie know? " Yuqi ask

" Lucas tell me, he saw you laughed together with Taehyung at café that time " she said and Yuqi just nodded.

" oh that's why, Taehyung oppa need my help to get Kim Jennie from his next class room. He thought i know how that's why "

Lisa nodded.

" let me keep you secret and get going your love, i know you have your own plan so go on " Lisa said while smile.

Yuqi nodded.

- Y U Q I -

I lay on my bed and stare at the wall.

while my mind still thinking about what happened early.

Past

After talking with Lisa i have permission to go to Lucas room so i did.

When i hear he say come in i did.

" what are doing here? " he said and look on the windows.

" just because.. "

he silent.

suddenly i heard sobbed from him which is make attention at me.

" what? " she ask and sit beside him.

" can i hug you just this time " he said and i hug him tightly.

what his mean this time? i hug him many times so why this situation make some awkward scene?

" why are you crying? " i ask with soft voice, patted his head with innocent smile.

" can i ask you some favor? " he ask and look at me. While my hand wipe his tears.

" what? " i ask and look at him too.

" can you stop treat me like im your boyfriend, i mean you didn't see that but i feel that, so i think if you still treat me like that its hurt me so much "

" hurt you? "

" look, i try to be honest with you right now, even you pretend like i didn't feel anything towards you but you wrong "

i look at him, still hug him.

" if you see that im not serious with ' i like you' words you are wrong " he said and make me look at him deeply.

" okay okay, go rest, remember next week i will see you play on your tournament " i said and chuckled.

Present

He hurt, because of me.

this is stupid feeling, why i aware now. ugh!

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