Dear world,
It's been a while,
I have had amazing memories since last time we talked,
Met new people,
Lost people close to me
I think I've loved but it's so hard to know
But I feel heart broken from it
Can you be heart broken by someone you don't love?
But I've lived for it
I've laughed harder in these months
I've lived so hard
I've created amazing memories
I'm finishing what are supposed to be the best years of my life
And so far I can say they are
While things have pushed this back
But it's amazing and I'm living
Ugh it's amazing
I still get sad but so does everybody
I just find the people I love and surround myself
2 exams done and 4 to go
While I'm procrastinating so much and still stressing about not studying
I feel so normal
I'm trying to accept myself for who I am
I've tried to halve the amounts I say sorry
I've realized I say sorry for things I can't avoid
Things I wouldn't change
Things that I don't need to say sorry for
But I have realized I need to say this to myself
You are you and you are worth it
Live life to the fullest
Don't let those little moments affect the big picture
It's ok to have bad days but get up and go outside and sit outside
And I love you x
Talk to you later byeeeee
