✩How i came to be✩

The friend thats always there

I could not believe what i saw and i wanted to cry because i thought...what was i thinking i should have never had feelings for him i dont even deserve him. he deserves to be with Yashiro i think to myself. I run and a tear falls from my face. I run into Kou again "hey Y/n i-" he notices the tears "hey Y/n you okay what happened did Hanako do something?" he asks as he puts his and on my shoulders "no..i just feel sick and im going to go home early" i say as i wave goodbye to him. I look back at him and he looks down sad and i wish i could tell him but i cant right now i need time to myself right now i run down the hall and to the office and tell them im going home early because i felt sick they let me go and i ran home with tears in my eyes. After i get home my parents were there "hey honey shoulnt you still be in school?" my mom asks "ya but i didnt feel good so i went to the office and they said i could go home" i tell her "well okay just get some rest" my mom tells me "okay i will thank you" i say before going upstairs to my room and fall into my bed with tears in my eyes "i wish he told me but i guess its my fault for not asking" after a couple of hours i fall asleep and i stay home for two days and my mom and dad come in and tell me that they are gonna be gone for a couple of days for family stuff and they thought i should stay home because i wasnt feeling good and i lay in my bed for a couple of hours and i cant stop thinking about Hanako but i get a massage from Kou "Hey Y/n i know you havent been at school for a couple of days and i wanted to know i you would let me drop off your homework and i wanted to see if you were okay and i understand if you say no" he says "Its okay and thank you Kou and i also need to talk to you so if you can can you come over?" i ask "ya ill be over in a minute" he says "thank you Kou" i say "no problem bro" he says. i get in some clothes and i hear a knock at my door i open it and i have him come in and we go to my room "hey Y/n are you feeling any better?" he asks me "well actully i wasnt really sick.." i tell him and he looks a me confused "then why have you been home for 3 days?" he asks me "well you know how i said i was gonna talk to Hanako?" i say looking down "ya what about it did he do something?" he asks me "well i was gonna tell him that i had feelings for him.." i say "WHAT!!??" he looks at me in shock "ya.." i say looking down again "well what did he say?" he asks me "well i was going to tell him but when i went in there...he was with Yashiro and he was blushing and laughing with her.." i say with a tear going down my face "im so sorry bro but i want you to know that he doesnt deserve someone like you hes dumb for not liking you and anyone who has the chance to talk to you is lucky and dont ever think other wise and hes just a dumb ass your beautiful and the kindest person i have ever met and anyone who doent see that is just dumb" he says grabbing my shoulders i smile at him "thank you Kou" i then give him a hug at first hes shocked but he hugs back "you know i am always here for you bro and nothing will ever change that" he says blushing "thank you Kou your the best im glad i have a friend like you" i say with a smile "thank you bro for telling me and im glad i could talk to you" he says with a big smile "me too ill see you tomorrow" i say and i wave goodbye to him and smile back he then leaves and i start to do my homework and an hour goes  bye and im done i then jump in my bed and go to bed

Im so sorry it took me so long to make this i have been really really busy with school and i have been having a lot going on in my life and i havent had the time to make this but i finally got it done and will continue and thank you so much for reading love you guys <3 <3