✩How i came to be✩

The Confession

I wake up and i deside to go to school today but im not ready to face Hanako...

i go to my closet and get my uniform and put it on i then go down stairs and brush my hair and grab some toast. then when im down i go to the bathroom and brush my teeth and floss. I grab my shoes and put them on. I then rush out the door and i see Kou waiting for me "h-hey bro wanna walk to school with me" he says with a hint of blush on his cheek. "ya of course thank you for the offer" i give him a smile and he smiles back. we walk to the school and talk about stuff that we used to do as kids and stuff like that until we got to the school. Me and Kou hangout when Yashiro hugs me out of the blue "OMG Y/N I MISSED YOU WHERE WERE YOU?" i hug her back out of shock "oh um i was not feeling good and needed to stay home for a couple of days im sorry i worried you-" i answer "Aww are you feeling any better?" he asks and she looks sad "y-ya im fine" i say giving her a smile Kou looks at me worried but doesnt say anything "im glad your alright y/n i got to go it was nice talking to you" she says walking away and she gives me a smile. i smile back "okay bye Yashiro" when i dont see her i look down "hey you okay" Kou asks "ya im okay i just-" i stop when i see Hanako... i then go to the corner to hide he gos to Kou "hey kid have you seen y/n today i really need to talk to her?" Hanako asks Kou "n-no i havent" he says Hanako looks down and he looks sad "please i know you know i really need to talk to her and its really important and i really miss her..." Hanako looks down i look at Kou and hes sweating "i really dont know where she is dude sorry" Kou then walks away i feel bad Kou turns the corner where i am at "hey kou its okay ill talk to him" i say "but he-" he trys to say "no kou really its okay but thank you plus i want to know what he wants to tell me" i give him a smile he looks down "okay just be careful okay" he says "okay i promise" i walk away and go to my locker and i find a note in locker it has hearts on it is it a LOVE LETTER!!! i grab my things and the note and go to my class and i do my school work but in  the middle of class i open my letter and it reads "Dear Y/n , I know this may be sudden but i wanted to talk to you at the confession tree later after class if you can i understand if you dont want to but if you do please give me a chance" and thats all the note says i blush but it doesnt say who it is could it be Hanako? he did say that he wanted to talk to me so it must be him i smile to myself hoping it was him 

30 minutes later class is over and i run outside to the confession tree and i see a figure but its not Hanako? its KOU i walk over to him "K-kou did you give me the letter" i ask him he doesnt answer he looks at me looking down with his face red "Y-Y/n I...I REALLY LIKE YOU" he screams i look at him shocked i did not think kou felt this way "i understand if you cant answer right now and i dont want you to answer right now but i want you to think about it i just really wanted to tell you and i understand if you dont feel the same way but please consider it" he says and then he runs away. "i-" i dont even know what to think i had no idea he felt that way and i feel really bad because part of me still likes Hanako even tho i know he likes Yashiro. 

i walk to the in the hallway when out of nowhere i get pulled into the girls bathroom and to my shock it is Hanako and the second he sees me he jumps into my arms and hugs me tightly "Y/N I MISSED YOU SO MUCH" i look at him and hes smiling with a tint of blush im also blushing "H-Hanako kun" i say he lets go "so where were you?" he asks "i-i wasnt feeling good so i stayed home for a couple of days" i tell him he looks down "why didnt you say anything i thought something bad happened and i got worried" he says and he looks sad was he really worried about me that much? "i-im so sorry i didnt tell you i had no idea you would worry-" i say "OF COURSE I GOT WORRIED" he says "i-i really care about you y/n you my best friend" he continues i knew it im just a friend to him but to hear him say it broke my heart and i had to leave because if i didnt i would have cried and i dont want him to see me cry so i run out and yell "sorry Hanako i-i have to go" "Y/N WAIT" i hear him yell i run away and go to the roof its very windy so my hair is all over the place and i sit on the edge of the roof with wind in my hair and i sit there with tears in my eyes until i hear the door swing open and its Hanako..."Y/N DONT DO IT PLEASE DONT I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING" he yells i look at him with shock he thinks im trying to jump off. "Hanako i-" he pulls me off the edge and pulls me into his arms and hes crying "im sorry dont leave me i want you here with me we can get through this together what ever it is please dont please stay i need you by my side i love you and if i lost you i could never forgive myself please dont your the only person i have ever loved and im sorry i didnt tell you before i knew something was wrong but i was scared to ask you because i wanted to know if i did something to hurt you and im sorry if i did just please tell me whats wrong" i stand there i dont know what to say "y-you love me?" i ask he then leans in and smashes his lips on mine and im shocked for a minute but i kiss back and his lips are so soft but wet because he was crying a second ago and after a couple of seconds he pulls away "does that answer your question?" he gives me a smile and hes blushing a little "u-uh i-i" i cant believe what just happened HANAKO KISSED ME "its okay you dont have to answer but please dont jump-" he says but i cut him off "i wasnt going to jump" i say and he covers his face "o-oh im so sorry i just assumed that you were going to" he said "no i was just sitting on the edge im sorry i worried you" i say with a smile "hey i also have a question?" i ask "ya of course what is it?" he asks "do you really love me or are you just saying that?" i ask looking down "of course, i have since i first met you why do you ask?" he says "well a couple of days ago i wanted to tell you how i felt but i saw you talking to Yashiro and you guys were laughing and you were blushing and i thought you had a crush on her" i ask he looks at me then start laughing "oh ya about that we were actually talking about you" he start to blush "Yashiro was talking about her crush and then she knew i had a crush on you and wanted me to ask you out but you werent here that day and thats what i was trying to talk to you about but you just ran out im sorry i didnt tell you" he says rubbing his neck and blushing "oh that makes a lot of sense im sorry i didnt listen to you" i say no blushing i cant believe how dumb i was but im glad Hanako told me the bell rings and i have to go home i give Hanako a kiss goodbye "goodbye Hanako ill talk to you tomorrow i love you" i say and give him a smile "i love you too goodbye y/n" he gives me a smile and i walk home with a big smile on my face. tomorrows going to be great.