Destiny

Chapter sixteen

~Y/N POV~

Like Jimin said last night he took me to dinner at a restaurant in town, the same place we use to come to all the time as teens. It brings back many memories here and the owner remembered us well and even gave us the small room in the back that we would always have to eat and mess around in.

Jimin and I were the first to arrive then followed by Namjoon, Jungkook and Hoseok. Not long after Jin showed up with Yoongi and half an hour later Taehyung finally showed up. Jimin had already ordered him a drink for when he finally showed up but I thought it was about time he did. Although I wanted to ask him why, he was very.....I don't know short tempered this evening. Snapping at everyone and just a foul mood on his facial expression and barely spoke a word when it came to ordering or while we ate.

One thing about Taehyung is when he's angry or annoyed about something, he becomes distant and quiet but each time he keeps the same clenching jaw and dark eyes each time but this time is different. His eyes would now and again change from their brown to purple which was another question I had for him all together but I stayed quiet and tried to concentrate on the other conversations going on around the table.

It almost amazes me how they all spoke and acted like we weren't here to speak about why they've been so weird with me lately. That's the whole point of this but yet no one mention anything about it. Just to speak about high school, the memories of this restaurant and how their day has been at work today. Admittedly that was because I asked but that was to build to conversation which ended up in speaking about everything but the very purpose of us being here in the first place.

Even after we all finished eating, I became irritated. No one was speaking about what we needed to.

I even looked up from across the table just to make eye contact with one person in particular. He just blankly stared at me, yet his eyes spoke a different story. I know that look anywhere, I've seen it before back when we were teenagers. Then to lick his lips and discreetly look away to the side of him before hiding it behind his glass of beer. Why is he looking at me like that again?

I let out a loud and obvious groan showing my true irritation to their ignorance. Throwing my head back to avoid now all seven pair of eyes on me.

"What's wrong with you?" Yoongi

I gave him a 'are you serious' type look, shaking my head disappointedly.

"Really? Do I have to state why we actually met up today or what?

"O-Oh, yeah." Jimin

He nervously laughed, pushing back from of hair and I just rolled my eyes at him, scoffing.

"You're the one that suggested this Jimin. Now can you all please tell me why you've been avoiding me?"

I made sure to look into the eyes of every individual man at this table. But they all either looked away or sunk down in their seats.

"Please tell me why? You all usually tell me everything and you're all avoiding me. It really hurts my feelings."

My sadness showed in my voice and not to mention the way I slumped back in my seat. Only for Jimin to reach out and take my hand in his and place on his lap and force a smile.

"We're sorry Y/n. We don't want to hurt your feelings it's just that we......erm we don't...." Namjoon

"Want to hurt you. We're scared we'll hurt you since our tempers can get a bit much is all." Yoongi

"We're just learning on how to live with all this and now there's this mate thing too. It's all too much." Jin

Jimin's hand tightened around mine and I only nodded understandably,