Never change-camren

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Lauren pov

It's been 3 months, I've avoid camila I haven't seen her, or even spoke to her in 3 months. I know what I'm doing is probably bad, I haven't told her what she did and now, I am. I'm going to be everything she wants in a girl, I've changed my clothes, I've worked on my attitude and I've even got a nose ring. She likes confident badass girls, I'm going to be one for her, she was my best friend but i always wanted more from her, I wanted to hold her, kiss her tell her she was mine and now hopefully I'm going to be able too.

I've just got dressed, black skinny jeans with rips in the knees, a white t-shirt with a rose on it, a black leather jacket, black doc martens, I also had a beanie on.

I leave and go to school, I take a deep breath as I'm but the doors and I see camila by the lockers.

I walk over to her and she looks at me, as did the girls.

"Holy shit Lauren" Camila said, go to look away but don't and smile

"Hi" i say, the girls look shocked

"Hi..." Camila mumbled looking me up and down

"You look...hot" she said, I smile

"Thanks" I say, I look at the girls who were confused, they know I'm in love with camila so I don't really get why they are confused.

"Why are you dressed like this?" She asked, i shrug

"I don't know" I say casually, she nods

"Okay" she said checking me out again

I go to my locker putting away what I don't need and getting what I did, when I was done I look at camila biting my lip, is now the time? Is this when people say their feelings? In movies the girl just kisses the guy, she does all the work, why isn't camila kissing me? Why isn't she saying she loves me?

"Camila?" I say, she looks at me and nods

"Yeh" she said, I frown

"W-why...your..." i frown

"Lauren" Dinah said, I look at Dinah nodding

"Let's go talk" she said, I look at camila who was confused

I go with Dinah to an empty class room

"Why are you dressed like this and why do you have a nose ring?" Dinah asked, i shrug

"Camila said she likes bad ass confident girls" I say, she frowns

"So you changed yourself for her" Dinah said, I nod

"Lauren, you shouldn't have to change yourself for anyone" she said, I shrug

"I want camila to like me" I say, she nods

"If camila were to love you back, it would be for you..not your clothes" she said, I sigh

"Do you support me?" I ask, she nods

"Always" she said, I nod

"Then support this too" I say, she sighed but nodded

"I'll be right behind you through it all" she said, I smile and hug her, she hugs me back.

I walk out and back to the lockers where camila was, I take her hand and walk her to the empty class room I was just in with Dinah.

"What's up?" Camila asked, I close the door and look at her

"Do you like me?" I ask, she nods

"You're my friend" she said, I sigh sadly

"What's wrong?" She asked, I take a deep breath. She likes confident, well here's the most confident I've ever been.

I grab her face and lean forward kissing her, she was shocked and pushed me back.

"What the hell?" She asked, I frown

"What?" I ask

"What was that?" She asked, I frown confused

"A kiss" i say, she nods

"I know that, but why? You're Straight...Lauren if you're confused you can just talk to me" she said, I walk back.

"I'm not confused" I say, she frowns

"I'm gay, I've always known" I say, she sighed

"Oh" she mumbled, I nod

"I just never had the courage to come out, only the girls know and well..now you" I say, she nods

"I like you camila...I love you and I want you to like me back" I say, she nods

"So you changed yourself completely for me" she said, I frown nodding

"You know...I did the same thing for a girl" she said sitting on a table, I frown

"You've never had a girlfriend have you" she said, I shook my head

"I've never really had feelings for a girl before, or anyone...is that weird because I'm 17?" I ask, she shook her head giggling.

"No babe" she said, I nod

"But, I did exactly what you're doing for a girl before, the exact thing and I'm stupid to have not realised...I did the ignoring, the complete avoiding...then this changing yourself" she said, I nod.

"It didn't work and Lauren...it never will work" she said, I frown

"But...you said you like confident bad ass girls" I say confused, she nods

"And i do, they're hot" she said, I nod

"But, I also like girls who are themselves, who aren't afraid to be themselves...the bad ass shit is hot, it is...but a girl who is herself and loves herself for who she is...it's the best thing in the world, it's amazing to know that she is okay with herself, happy with who she is. That is hot, that is what I would fall in love with, not a girl who is acting" she said, I nod softly.

"Oh" is all I whispered, she gets off the table and walks to me

"Lauren...you were that girl, when you avoided me that's what made me realise, that I was more attracted to a girl who is herself over a badass...and yes you look hot, but I would never fall in love with an image" she said, I nod she takes off my jacket.

"But...you are not an image are you, tomorrow you will be you...the sweet nerdy girl...who made me realise by avoiding me for months...that I'm in love with her" she said,  I go wide eyed.

"Wait...it worked" I say, she giggles shaking her head

"No my love, it didn't" Camila said, I frown

"You being you worked...now, go home get back into your cute little outfit for me" she said, I nod softly

"I'm keeping the nose ring though...I kinda like it" I say playing with it, she giggles nodding

"Okay, me too, it has a badass vibe" she said, I giggle and she smiles kissing me, I smile wide kissing her back.

"Never change for someone, just be you that's what makes people fall in love with you" Camila said, I smile nodding.

"Can I keep the leather jacket, I really like it" Camila said, I smile nodding handing it to her she puts it on.

"Hey Camz, will you go on a date with me?" I ask, she smiles wide and nods

"Yes" she said, I smile and kiss her she kisses me back, I pick her up and set her on a desk opening her legs, I walk between then and kiss her again.

As we were making out the door opens and a throat was cleared, we pull back and look to see a teacher.

"Don't you two have a lesson you should be getting too?" The teacher asked, i help camila off the desk and we leave.

"I'll be back soon" I say, she smiles and pecks my lips

I go home and get changed into my normal clothes before going back to school.

Never changed for someone.