Universe//Kevin Ghost

//Four

It was Saturday. Kevin stayed the night. Nothing else happened. We are the pizza, played videos games, then went to bed. I was a little disappointed. I got up and made myself a bowl of cereal. "Morning" Kevin said coming down the stairs. "Morning" I smiled. "There's cereal in the cabinet above the microwave if you want." I pointed. He walked over and grabbed fruity pebbles. He sat down next to me. His phone kept going off and every time he checked it, he would laugh and smile. "What's got you all giddy?" I asked. "This girl I've been talking to. She is so cute and funny." He showed me her picture. He wasn't lying, she was cute. She was gorgeous. "Mhmm" i continued eating. "I'm going to her place later" I slammed my spoon down and put my bowl in the sink. I was hurt. "What's wrong?" "I'm not feeling good. I think I ate too much." I lied. I ran upstairs into the bathroom and cried silently in the tub. So, he pretty just used me like a side chick. He was talking to her while we hooked up. That made me even more angry. I wiped my face and stormed downstairs. "You okay?" He tried to hug me. I rejected it. "Yeah, just need medicine." I felt another tear fall. I wiped it before he noticed. I took some ibuprofen and took a swig of water. "Well, I'm gonna go to Her house. Talk later?" He hugged me but I didn't hug back. He then left. Why?

Monday Morning
I got to school earlier than usual to go to the library before first bell. I walked in and looked through the endless possibilities and picked out a gruesome horror book. Current emotion; violent. I checked it out the walked out. I felt my phone buzz and I seen that Kevin texted. "Hey! When you get to school, there's someone I want you to meet :)" I texted back and sighed. "Where are you. I got here early." I'm sure he wants me to meet side chick #3. "Courtyard." I slid my phone in my pocket and walked over to the stage area. I saw Kevin, the band, and a girl. I walked up to the group. "Hey" I spoke. "Hey, Ryan!" Kevin said hugging me. I faked a smile. I see the girl from the picture. She was absolutely stunning. "Hi, I'm Geneva!" I smiled and shook her hand. "Hi, nice to meet you! Kevin told me about you." I said. "Aw. That's sweet." I nodded and looked down at my black and white vans. I think the group caught on to it. I look up at the wrong moment. Kevin and Geneva were kissing. "I'm uh.. Gonna... go.." I choked. I walked away and walked to Biology class and sat down. I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake, Kevin.
The day rolled on and I went home. Sammy never came home. He called me saying He is having to be on business in Florida. I told him I understood and that I loved him. He said he loved me too and hung up. I hate him, I really do. I sat there, crying and thinking. I guess I wasn't good enough. There was knock at the door. I cleaned up my face and opened it. I sighed and slouched against the door frame. "Hey." I said. "Hey. Can I come in?" I nodded and gave a small smile. I sat down on the couch and sighed. "Where's Geneva?" I said coldly. Not my intention. "She's busy tonight so, here I am." I nodded. "What's been up with you? You've been out of it lately." He said. "Nothing really. Just been me." I scratched my neck and pulled my knees to my chest. "So, what do you want to talk about?" I asked. He cut in. "I didn't lead you on did I?" He blurted. I stood up and walked to the kitchen and took a swig of my cousin's whiskey. I chucked it back down there and sat back down. "It doesn't matter. Like I said, I'm here if you need me." I spoke. "I didn't mean to lead you on. I mean, it wasn't my intention to make you think I had feelings towards you.." He said. I didn't speak. My heart was shattering. "Well, we wouldn't want that would we? We wouldn't want for us to hook up then have you go hook up with Geneva. I guess I need to be hotter and have black hair and a perfect body!" I shouted. "Shit! Goddammit, Ryan I am so sorry I didn't mean that. Please.." I laughed hysterically. "Too late. You were serious with what you said to me. I kind of figured that I wasn't good enough. And to think you actually cared... You can show yourself out the door.." I then bursted into tears. I slammed my bedroom door. I heard footsteps coming up the stairs. "Ryan please.... I am so sorry.. Open the door..." "Go away! I fucking hate you! Get out!" I screamed. "Ryan... Please, love." "GO!" I screamed. I then heard footsteps going away the door then heard the front door shut. I hate him. He played me like a deck of cards.