Another Broken Dream

Chapter 2

Harry carried me up to my room I was still so shaken I had to clutch onto him, I sobbed into his shirt and he comforted me. "You should try and sleep" he said laying me down on my bed putting the covers on me. "Harry will you stay" I said looking at him with my eyes where tears were still falling. "Okay" he wrapped his arms around me and I was half laying on him, he rocked me back and forth until I fell asleep. He sang whatever came to mind, his voice wasn't strong he was as shaken as I was. I woke up at night from what I could tell it was dark out, I expected Harry to be gone but I looked up and saw him soflty humming to me, running his fingers through my hair. "Hey" he kissed my cheek. "Are you hungry" he got up and took my hand. "Sort of" I said trying to smile. "Okay" he helped me up and took my hand leading me downstairs. "Where is everyone" I said letting go of his hand once we got to the bottom of the stairs. "They went to go and try to talk some sense to Zayn" He went into the kitchen and opened the fridge. "What do you want" He said pulling out a seat for me at the table. "Pancakes" I said putting my best smile on. I had realized that we hadn't talked about me being pregnant or the fact that I was technically with Zayn. "We need to talk" Harry set our food down on the table. "I know" I avoided looking at his eyes. "I'm not leaving you, I love you, I loved you before, and I want to be with you" he said letting me hear all that at once. I didn't know what to do. I was torn I loved Zayn but he obviously lost all respect for me and did Harry really love me before? 

One month time gap**

I was two months pregnant, and I didn't gain weight I lost alot. The boys thought I was sick I thought I was depressed, either way things werent right. "Har.." I collapsed onto the floor I could hardly compehend what  Harry was saying to me. Kaitlyn are you alright Kaitlyn please Harry screamed for me to wake up I couldn't even if I wanted to. I heard sirens and then I was in a hospital bed.

I eventually woke up and I was plugged into about 100 cords, not exageratting. "Is she alright" I heard the boys saying in harmony. "Somethings defiantly wrong" the nurse who I made out to be a younger girl said worriedly. "She has some form of cancer, were not sure but it's causing her to loose a massive amount of weight and her body can't fight off sickness, and we do think her bone marrow may also be causing this" she said reading from her clipboard. "The baby what about the baby" Harry was walking around nervously mumbling to himself. "We don't know were just going to have to take this month by month" she apoligized and walked out of the room. "Guys dont worry Im not sick" my voice was hoarse and all the boys gave me sympathetic looks, they werent kidding. I was dying.