Maybe It's Fate

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AN : ForthBeam are not mine.
: Not beta- ed expect bad english.

BI Hospital

"Good job everyone" the doctor said as he remove his bloody latex gloves. Another successful surgery for the most beatiful neurosurgion of BIH.

"Kindly close-up and take the patient to the recovery room for post-anesthesia care. I'll be taking my leave."

Some moans from the OR nurses were heard. "Doc B, we should celebrate. We just had another successful surgery. We could all have fun" one of the nurses suggested. Most if not all of the employees of the hospital admire if not have an outright crush on Dr. Beam Baramee Vongviphan. What is not to admire? He is so prince-like with a clear skin and angelic face. He also like to dress well and smart like so it adds up to his charm. What make him so irresistible is he is charming and kind. So really he really is prince-like.

Beam just smiled and said "I'm sorry but I have prior commitments. Maybe next time?" A little bow of his head and he walk ot of the operating room.

Beam

I heaved a sigh as I write the post care of my last patient. Don't get me wrong I am content of my job. I am at the peak and achieved my goals, which is to be one of the prime neurosurgion in Thailand. But the glam has already faded. Now I seem to be looking for something, I just don't know what it is.

Being a surgeon is a time consuming job. Before I get to play maybe thrice a week, four if I'm feeling it. Then the patient schedules and appointments came. I started to get busier and busier. Then one day on my sixth year as a resident I realize that I don't play anymore. But I just shrugged it off. I was so determined to achieve my goals. I wanted to prove myself that I can do it on my own.

I do still have a social life. I'm still intouch with the Crazy Doc Gang. The great Phana is now a shareholder of this hospital, still with his Shorty. Thay now live together. Kit is one of the resident pediatrician here. Going strong with Mingkwan who is now the one who handles D Builders. They even adopted a cute baby girl who was left by her mother here at the hospital. She was born premature and Kit was the one who was in-charge of her. He bonded with the baby and one thing leads to another he decided to adopt. Little Pim is now 3 years old, and she is Mingkwan's princess and Kit's joy. We do still see eachother, but not same as before since they already have families

I smiled a little when I remembered some of our recent conversation at the doctors lounge.

"Is there someone on Dr. Beams life right now?" Pha subtly asked me. A little mischievous smile playing on his lips.

Kit scoffed "Really!? Our Beammie having someone? It's like your asking for a miracle Pha" he snickered. "You know our Beammie treats commitment and "relationship' as plaque." Kit also added.

"Maybe he just haven't meet the "one" yet." Pha said while looking at me.

I glowered to the both of them. "Thank you for discussing my life as of I'm not in front of you." I crossed my legs and sipped on my coffee. "To answer your impudent question Ai'Pha. No one. But of your pushing it. Then I would say my patients." I looked at Kit hard because I know he will have something sassy to say.

Pha sighed " I worry about you Ai'Beam. I want you to be happy." He said to me in a worried tone. Even after so many year Phana is still a worrier, like a father I did not have.

I smiled at him "I am happy."

"Your not happy. The best word to describe you now is 'settling'. Your settling on what you have. The Beam we knew was dreamer. You wanted to have more, to be more." Kit injected. Looking at me with a worried eyes. He sat up straight while Pha slouched forward with his elbows on his knees.

"We have already reached this far. I am happy and proud of the three of us. Kit and I found the persons who will take care of us and love us unconditionally. But how about you? I hope to se you have what we have too." Pha said seriously.

I looked at Phana. "Both your love for me would suffice. Maybe I am destined like this." I smiled sadly. I have always been afraid of relationships. It safe to say that I don't trust it. Ever since my parents divorce when I was thirteen I already did not believe in relationships. Love is something I don't believe in anymore.

"We worry Beam. Who would be there for you if me and Pha could not be?" Kit said seriously while still looking at me with worry.

I smiled. "Let me worry about that." I looked at the both of them. I tried to make my voice convincing so that the will stop with the topic. "When will you invite me again to your house Kitkat. I miss little Pim. I want to ask her of your cooking had improved." I said to lighten up the mood.

Kit huffed in indignation "I already improved"  Kit said with head held high.

"Yes now he can make salad too aside from sandwiches" Pha said laughing a little.

"Wow Kit. What an improvement. Ming must be so proud of you." I jested. My comment made Kit bristle lik a cat provoked.

"Laugh it out assholes. Atleast I make an effort to learn how to cook. Unlike someone who depends on delivery and thier husband for sustainance." Kit quiped to me and Pha.

We talked and joked for sometime until it was time for Kit' rounds in the childrens ward.

I am so lucky to have found the both of them. After my parents divorce I was so lost. They have helped me pick up my broken pieces.

But as a look at my office I cant help but think about what they said. What if I have someone. Someone who worries about me, someone to could confide to, someone to go home to , someone who could love me.

I scoffed and shake my head at my ridiculous notions. Love and me are not a good combination. I took a deep breath and lit it out slowly. I am happy of what I have. I should be I worked hard for this.

Watch out ☺️