SEXY DIRTY LOVE (A Kim Taehyung Short story)

Chapter 14

"Yes, be my Girlfriend,  Younha.", Taehyung spoke he held her hands in his kissing them, giving them small little pecks.

There was no response from the other side as Younha sat there baffled, not a word leaving her mouth.
To say she was shocked would be an understatement. These lines coming out of Taehyung's mouth would've felt like everything to her at one point of time, in the past. But today, they felt terrifying to her. They scared her more than they made her feel something.

Taehyung was too focused on her hands intertwined in his, kissing them; too scared to look at her for he didn't know how she would respond. He knew that he just spat it out and it wasn't the right way to put it across. But he didn't know what else to do. He had grown impatient and too nervous to think properly. He wanted her. That's all he knew. Or so he thought.

"Younha...", Taehyung spoke, keeping his eyes fixed at their hands locked together.

Younha snapped back to reality and blurted out, "Come on, you don't want that. I know it. What are you even saying?",
"I am sure it's your harmones and not you talking right now.", she continued.

"No,I mean it. I want you to be my girlfriend. I want to be with you.", Taehying spoke in response to her, not moving his eyes away from their hands, just the grip on hers becoming tighter.

Younha could see Taehyung getting a little emotional. She didn't want to hurt him but she also knew that he wasn't  thinking straight right now. So, she needs to deal with him in a sensitive manner. She could see Taehyung clutching onto her hand.

Younha moved her hands slightly, using them to take his hands into hers, softly; holding onto them delicately as he continued looking a their hands.

"Taehyung, I get it. It's perfectly alright. We just had a moment and it was something we both hadn't anticipated. But it's perfectly alright. I understand where you're coming from but trust me, when I say that you don't want this. I know you. I have known you for as long as I can remember.  You DO NOT WANT THIS. It's just that we made out and you're feeling certain things and it happens to all of us, in the moment but that doesn't mean you actually feel them.  It's not you talking, rather your harmones. I get it.", Younha spoke caressing his hand as he looked at her movements.

"What you're feeling right now is not real. You will regret it once it's over and this phase passes and I don't want you to regret anything later on. So, trust me, when I say, it's perfectly alright. Us doing what we did, you saying this; all of it is fine. I care for you, that's why I am saying this.", Younha spoke, releasing a deep breath, calming herself down.

"BUT....
Ummm, I...
I, I really.....mean it...," Taehying tried speaking but was unable to form sentences. He wasn't sure of what to say anymore. He slightly looked at her only to see her looking at him which made him nervous making him move his gaze to their hands again.

Younha's hands left his as they moved to cup his face. She placed her hands, cupping his face to lift it to make him look at her. "Taehyung, I know what you mean. Don't worry about it. I care for you and I don't want you to do anything you really don't want to. And I don't wnat you to regret anything. I know you spoke in the moment. So, please don't force yourself. I get it. And it's perfectly fine. We were in the moment and it happened. It's fine.", Younha spoke looking him in the eyes with a soft look and a smile on her face to make him feel better.

"I.....I am.....I am sorry..... I shouldn't have....", Taehyung spoke as he gathered his thoughts only to be met with her smiling face, making him a little at ease as she reaffirmed his feelings.

"It's okay re. Happens to all of us.", Younha spoke as she left his face to move a bit further away, trying to make herself stand on the bed to dress herself and leave.

As she stood on the bed and was about to move, she was pulled back by a hand that made her almost fall off the bed when he held her. She was leaning on his shoulders as he held on to her waist.
She was on the edge of the bed, leaning and he stood there holding her; her hair covering his face, slightly.

"What are you doing? Are you crazy, I could've fallen.", Younha spoke trying to maintain her balance.

"I won't let you fall. Don't you trust me?" , Taehyung said with a smile on his face which soon turned into a smirk while she scoffed him off. She tried to cut herself lose of his hold but he held her tighter.

They were almost the same height but since Younha was on the bed, it made her slightly taller to Taehyung at this position. But he pulled her further using her waist, their faces very close now.

His hands slid under her tshirt that made her gasp at his touch. He lifted himself a little and planted a kiss on her lips. She naturally repinded to his kiss, as she kissed him deeper, slowly shifting her weight onto him alas he tightened his grip on her waist, he now standing straight on his feet. He moved his hands to her hips and gave them a pat as he suddenly spoke through the kiss, "Jump."

Younha instinctively did what she was told as she wrapped her arms around his neck to hold onto him. He held onto her thighs as he moved away from the bed. Their kiss intensified. It wasn't rough like before. It was more passionate as they took their time to feel each other's lips, kissing them, biting on them, their tongues inside each other's mouth; making the kiss so wet and hot.  She tilted her head slightly as she used one hand to cup his jawline, deepening the kiss further.

He moved his lips from hers to her jaw and further down. He kissed her neck as she tilted her head further, giving him more area to explore as her hand went back to holding onto his neck. She closed her eyes as he bit her neck softly, sucking on it as his one hand moved inside her tshirt and palmed her breast. She felt pain and pleasure from his bite  while his hand on her breast was trying to ditstact her from the sensation on the neck.  She grew impatient as she moved his head back and smashed her lips once again on his.

He made her lift a little, holding onto her thighs better and this movement made her feel his bulge on her core and they both gasped through the kiss. He grew impatient and moved towards the bed, once again.

Once he reached the edge of the bed, he threw her on the bed, HARD. She fell with her back on the mattress, sinking into it. She caught her breath at the sudden action only to see him standing at the edge, gawking at her. She lay infront of him, with her arms and legs wide open as he stood between them. She felt vulnerable even though she was completely dressed.

He said nothing, just stared at her as his eyes grew darker and in the next moment, he was on top of her, hovering over her. Their faces fixated on each other's,  their breaths getting rapid by the second, their hearts beating at a speed so fast, their thoughts taking over them faster than they could comprehend.

She could feel herself getting wet at this point. She knew she wanted him, all of him. She was waiting for him to make a move, waiting for him to do something, to take her right now, right here. She was waiting for him to kiss her, undress her, pleasure her and do so much more. She knows she had told him NO a while ago and what happened a few minutes ago was also a problem but now she just wanted it. She wanted to have sex with him. Her desire was clouding every sensible decision she had made till now. As these thoughts took over her mind, she subconsciously bit her lip. She saw his eyes flicker at this action of hers as they grew darker. She knew he would make a move as she waited but he didn't.