please B mine

You deserve happiness

Namjoon POV 

I cut the engine and walked into the house, I put my keys in the decorative dish by the door and slid my shoes off. I sighed as I walked up the stairs to our room, if she's still awake..we need to talk. 

I was dreading it.

I'm not in love with her, but I care for her. Like a friend, I don't want to hurt her. I opened the door and she was sitting on the edge of the bed, she jumped before she stood up and wrapped her arms around me tightly, I held her loosely 

"Joon, where have you been! This isn't like you, are you okay?" She cried, I held her hands between our bodies and stared at the ground 

"Danielle..we need to talk" 

"Oh god" she sobbed "you cheated on me?"

"No" I shook my head "I wouldn't do that" 

"Oh thank god" she hugged me again and I let my arms hang there "what's wrong?" She whispered as she pulled away 

"I care about you, a lot" I shook my head "there's no easy way to say this..but.. I'm breaking up with you" 

"Why? What did I do?"

"You didn't do anything, I swear. I just.. I found..B..and..I can't lose her again. I know that it's selfish, I know I'm hurting you, but I can't. I can't do this anymore. It was never fair to you to begin with..but now that I know she's so close, and that she still loves me as much as I've always loved her.. I have to. I have to let you go. You need someone that can return your feelings. I'm sorry that isn't me" 

She cried for a while as I rubbed her back and tried to comfort her 

"I'll admit" she sniffled "it hurts. A lot. I feel like my heart is breaking..but..I want you to be happy. And I'm thankful that you were honest with me. I would've been more crushed if you had kept it from me, or left without telling me why, or lied to me. So, thank you, for giving me closure. I wish this wasn't happening..but if it has to, I'm glad it happened this way" she nodded as she wiped her face "I love you Namjoon. I wish you the best, I'll stay in the guest room tonight and tomorrow I'll pack my things" 

"Where will you go?" 

"Back home" she shrugged as she sniffled "I'll be okay. You deserve happiness Joon, go get it okay? You finally found her after all of these years..don't let her go again okay?" 

"Thank you Danielle" I whispered as I pulled her in close and hugged her 

I woke up the next morning feeling tired, I only had a little bit of sleep and the nerves from knowing what I had to do today made me feel sick. 

I got dressed and smiled as I opened the door and got into my car. 

I called my mom 

"Mom.. I found her. I need you to meet me in three hours.." 

Bianca POV 

I nervously served guests, the bakery was busy as people kept pouring in, my poor grandmom was trying to keep up with all of the orders as she served and rang people up at the register. 

Joon told me he would be there first thing in the morning but he hadn't shown up. I wondered if he was okay, if maybe things between him and Danielle were okay..maybe he decided to stay with her.

I could accept that. 

Not really..but for him, I'd try. 

After our lunch rush I sat down with my grandmom and smiled as we relaxed with a quick cup of coffee. 

The door opened and in rushed a bunch of people, I jumped in my seat and stood up but before I could say anything or greet them, six of the boys walked in all holding flowers and smiled wide at me.

Namjoon's mom and sisters walked in carrying champagne and glasses as they smiled and his mom teared up. I started to cry as I took in her aged features. I opened my mouth only to be cut off by one of the strangers singing to me as the rest started to waltz around the bakery. 

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's gonna be alright

I started crying and held my face in my hands as Namjoon walked through the door and knelt down on one knee 

"B..will you marry me?" He asked as he stared up at me, clearly terrified out of his mind. 

"Yes" I sobbed as everyone clapped and cheered.