WORTHLESS (BL)

Zeke Roderick

There were many things Jian Yu hated working in the Zeros mansion, but he particularly hated this one the most.

Accompanying Lady Clement to her college.

Accompanying meant he had to enroll in the same college.

To the same degree.

Which was one of the most, ultimately boring courses.

The business course.

For once, he couldn't blame Lady Clement for being extremely undisciplined. Who wouldn't be? Jian Yu would much prefer something that was associated with fine arts, like painting, designs, or even music.

He was much more of a melancholic guy.

Everything the business course offered had been learned by him from his adoptive father. Han In Sik had homeschooled him about stuff like this since he was young.

Currently, he was sitting down in the library, lying face flat on one of the desks. He was debating and contemplating on his pathetic life now.

He turned his head slightly to the side and saw Lady Clement and a few of her friends talking loudly. He wondered why they were all allowed to talk that loud when you were supposed to be silent in the library.

But what could he say? The perks of being the heir of one of the richest and successful families, no one dared to reprimand her, terrified of losing their job if they ever opposed these families.

Jian Yu turned his head back and groaned, not without banging his head a few times over.

Should he... make friends?

Well, it wasn't that he didn't want any friends, he was just a natural-born loner, he never knew how to make friends. People usually came and talked to him first.

Now that he recalled, he never had someone to call a friend before, it was either his superior or junior. Maybe Rei? But Rei was like a little brother to him.

There were times where he felt lonely, perhaps that loneliness he was feeling had become part of him, it had turned into the willingness to be alone. He didn't feel bad being ignored, abandoned, or even unloved anymore.

Bullshit, he couldn't confirm the last one though, he didn't know what he would do if Han In Sik suddenly threw him away.

Well, more bullshit.

He actually wanted to feel loved, being cherished and all, but he had decided to give up all that hope. Really, he really couldn't picture anyone having a crush on him, or maybe daydreaming about him.

Sometimes he would wonder before bedtime, what would it feel like when someone thought about him before going to sleep. He wondered how it felt to have butterflies in his stomach because he liked them so much.

Oh damn, now he was being sappy.

Curse his bleeding heart.

'Ahhh...' he groaned internally, he preferred being in his room and reading a book instead of being here. It's not like there was anything to do here instead of waiting for Lady Clement to finish gossiping with her friends.

Another loud chatter interrupted his banging head session. Jian Yu glanced at where those voices came from and were met with a group of seniors.

A group of three.

Jian Yu's eyes immediately scanned through them. All of them seemed to be in their mid-twenties.

On the left, stood a man with short dirty blond hair, a set of clear blue eyes that sparkles like a child looking at his favorite toy. He was a bit tanned with freckles spread across his face. He looked to be five feet nine, a bit taller than Jian Yu.