Y/n's pov :
I was a bit late than the usual for the school today, as I had to deliver some grocery products from my mother's stores to the customer's place, and on my way, there my cycle tire got punctured & I had walked the whole time doing my morning grocery delivery.
That way it took me a lot of time than the usual and I reached home late & left for the school late.
I just did everything so hastily that I didn't even know how I looked, so I thought of checking myself on the girl's washroom mirror once I reach there.
I somehow managed to enter the girl's washroom and checked myself once on the mirror everything looked fine except for my hair it looked a little bit messy so I tied them into a ponytail but that was fine for a day it was not that of a biggy, and when I confirmed everything's fine and was ready for the go I headed towards my classroom for my lectures.
As I was approaching my classroom, I could already hear the voice of my Homeroom teacher Mrs Kim, she would have already started her lectures by now as I'm 20 minutes late for the lecture, meanwhile, I started panicking because whenever someone would ask for her approval to attend her class she starts behaving very harshly no matter who they were?.
Even though I was hesitant to ask for her permission to get an entry for her class I went ahead & did that, as expected she didn't let me in.
I walked with my head down towards the cafeteria and grabbed some pasta to eat, as I sat down on one table and started shoving few spoonfuls of pasta into my mouth I saw something unpleasant, from afar as it was only the first hour of the class the whole cafeteria hall was empty, some bunch of mean girls bullying an innocent newbie girl, after processing those in my head I couldn't get back to eating normally something clicked inside of my head.
I started getting flashbacks of all those memories, my breathing got heavier and my heartfelt heavy and then I realised I just got a panic attack I tried to calm myself down and somehow managed myself to walk towards the cafeteria store and bought myself some herbal calming candies.
I needed to get away from that place asap, with my wobbly legs I somehow managed to climb upstairs towards the rooftop and took a deep sigh as soon as I reached there, I shoved some herbal candies inside my mouth and tried to process as to what has occurred?? It's been just 3 months I shifted here to this current school , it was because of bullying and unpleasant experiences that I had to quit my previous school and all those memories are still fresh on my mind and they weren't good for my mental well being at all.
Then realisation strikes me I didn't approach to help that innocent girl feeling of guilt was swallowing me from within bit by bit, I felt glued to my spot I couldn't even move my muscle and felt so stuck even though I wanted to go and help that poor girl who was getting bullied, somewhere I didn't have the confidence and somewhere I wanted to help that girl no matter what.
My head rambling that way I didn't even notice how time passed by and it was the final bell and classes might have gotten ended by now.
At y/n's Home:
Felt down the whole day & I couldn't even attend the classes and right now guilt was swallowing me up, turning and tossing in my bed until I heard my phone lying next to me on the top of my nightstand beeping.
I picked up my phone surprised that who would send me text messages at this hour, opened and saw text messages from unknown contact number, notification's of text's messages kept on floating on my phone screen , I was annoyed & didn't bother to answer them.
As I was damn sure I haven't shared my number with anyone accept with my Class Captain Hwang Lau ra for some school-related works.
But after a moment I got so annoyed and opened to check as to what messages they were ; realised that they were cheesier than cheeses aew ; while answering back tried my best not to sound rude.
Opps opps opps T_T
Sorry for the delay in update guys
This a/n of yours moves in the pace of snail T_T
Anyway Hope y'all lovely readers are doing fine 💖💝
Stay happy healthy and keep smiling, seeya all in next chapters my lovelies 💋
