MAYBE NOT ALONE FOREVER

Chapter - 11 : Absent

Hey guys I'm back after a very long time. It's been a while *sigh* anyways I'll try to update soon.

After class I was thinking way too much bout how to face Suzie after whatever I did. I really did hurt her because of my stupidity as well. I have to make it soon or else she might be more hurt as the time will pass.

As I was into my thoughts I didn't realize half of the students of the class had gone... Some of them were left and Suzie was also there as well... She was packing her bag. I hurried to go to her and stood infront of her. 3 of my friends were still there... In case if I do anything wrong again or if it gets serious... So that they can smack me if anything goes wrong because of me.

After she was done packing, she placed her bag on her shoulder, just glanced at me once and was about to leave. But thank god that I was sane that time and stopped her from going by pulling her back and hugging her. She didn't hug me back at first... And I could feel that she was really hurt because of me. So I hugged her tight as I knew if I let go her now... Then It'll be more hard to make things okay later...

Bella : "I'm so sorry for acting that way that time. I know I'm not a good but just a bad friend who've hurted a precious soul like you for just a silly matter like this. I'm so sorry."

I was on the verge of shedding tears as I still didn't get the hug back. But then... She just smacked my head and hugged me back giggling.

Suzie : "You actually did hurt me. But It's okay. I thought you were still mad at me for that. I'm sorry as well. I shouldn't have done that too... It's just that I got excited that time..."

Bella : "So... It's okay right? You are not mad at me anymore right?"

Suzie : "Yes I am. You had hurt me and I had cried because of you, I was having way too many thoughts bout you being mad at me and all. So....."

Bella : "So......?"

Suzie : "I'll need something......"

I broke free from the hug asked was confused about what she was actually asking for...

Bella : "Like...?"

Suzie : "I'll need food"*pout*

She's so cute whenever she does that. Even if she doesn't she still is a cutie to me and will always be. As it was hard to resist her and her pleading puppy eyes and pout,and that I sincerely wanted to apologize... So I gave in.

Bella : "Okay I'll buy you whatever you want tomorrow from the canteen. Okay?"

Suzie : Yaaayyy. Yes it's okay.

- Time skip -

*Next Day*

I woke up early today. It's so refreshing. I had packed my bag last night and made sure I have everything I need and won't miss anything... Including money as well. As I had promised Suzie that I'll buy her whatever she wants from canteen today.

After getting ready I went to take and my breakfast my mom had kept fully prepared for me to not skip it. She used to always make sure that I'm having breakfast, even if I wasn't in the mood,she used to forcedly feed me so that at school I don't feel any weakness because of not taking breakfast.

After finishing my breakfast, I took the water bottle and lunch box mom had prepared for me, placed them on my bag and started for school.

(At school)

I had reached school earlier than the other days... It was 7:20 am... Still 40 mins to go for the class starting... Usually all the students starts arriving after 7:30 or 7:35 am.

As the whole classroom was empty... I went to the room and placed my bag on the third bench, not too front or not at the back as well... After 3 mins Maeha came. She asked me if she could sit beside me and I nodded.

So she placed her bag next to mine...
"Just keep the other seat here reserved for Suzie, I wanna sit with her as well today... So when she'll some... You'll shift to the seat next to the wall and I'll be in middle of both of u if you don't have any problem.." Maeha smiled to me, and said "Of course not. I don't have any problem with that... As I'll be able to stay with the both of you... So I'm okay..."

[A.N : Guys... Sorry for changing the conversation style... 😅]

It was soon getting time for the classes to start, but Suzie was nowhere to be seen... She was never late for classes. She usually used to come school by 7:30 am or highest 7:40 am. And it was almost 8 am but she still wasn't there. It made me worried.

Is it because of my stupid act I had done that she's still not here?

Is she still mad at me?

Was it my fault?

Is she alright? Did anything happen to her?

Many thoughts were haunting my mind then. I was so into my thoughts that I couldn't even realize the bell already rang indicating the class has started until Maeha pulled me to sit on my seat. Within some short short seconds, our teacher was also there with his supplies asking us to get ready for our class.

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It was now almost the end of the 3rd class of that day. And Suzie was absent. I was a bit sad because she was absent and worried for why she was absent...

I really need to talk to her the next day she comes, cause I'm worried for what actually happened for her to miss the classes.

She was never a girl who would be absent for no reason, and that's why I was worried.

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I'm sorry everyone for updating late. These past few days... More like months... I really had lost the will to write, I wasn't really motivated.

But now here I am. I hope u like this chapter. Please vote and comment.

It was mah birthday yesterday...

And... IT'S MY BESTIE, MY LIL BABY'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! YAAAYYY...!!!!

24/12/2020