These Scars

If only

If only I knew

The way you felt.

I would’ve told you how special you are

And how I feel about you.

Nobody can make me feel

The high of when you smile at me.

Baby, can’t you see you were the only one for me?

Those thoughts,

that haunt you.

Don’t give in,

Drop that razorblade and fall into me.

Fall into me,

Cause desperation hasn’t been catching you

But I would.

If only I knew 

All the thoughts,

I would’ve done everything to make you feel loved.

I tried so hard,

I should’ve known, 

But I was in the dark

I couldn’t see the pain you felt.

Now it’s too late and the damage is done.

If only I would’ve known,

If only you had let me in.