Calmed In The Silence

CHAPTER 1 - The Soo Sad Punishment

I was having a sweet dreams after I had a long chat and got angered with a very good friend of mine.
Smith, he is such a caring and delicate person everyone would like to be with. He tries and make me happy each day and sometimes sillily annoys me.
      After, a long half sleep, I woke up suddenly and immediately, I felt someone beating me up mercilessly.
      When I opened my eyes to that person; I got shocked and saw that it was my mum, Mrs. Love.
I wandered why she was beating me and she said to me ; don't you have the sense to wake up to cook dinner and you're still sleeping by this time!
I was surprised, Ohh why are you beating me mum? She beat me up in my bedroom and told me to get out to cook dinner.
Mum was very annoyed at me and even forgot that she gave birth to me! She got more angered and went for a belt.
I got out of my room and when she met me at the pouch, she continued beating me with the belt. I felt very sad and every lash of the belt felt a pain on my body.
      The first time I were beaten up with a whole big 'man - made belt'. And it was not even my dad who beat me up with the belt but my 'biological mother'.
It's mostly a belief that mummies are caring to the extend that they can't even touch their children with their little one finger causing pain to them, but that wasn't the case here, in my world's court.
My darling mum got angered to the extremely extend of beating her firstborn with a belt.
        Daddies are mostly believed to be disciplining wayward children always, probably.
But in my case of my world's court, mum, Mrs. Love, like disciplining us usually when she thinks we are going wayward.
         I didn't even did anything bad but just because she thinks I pretended not to cook dinner, she beat me up.
          I always don't understand why my mum is not like my dad.
Dad is such a loving and caring person. He always asked me "why", whenever I'm in a quite mood. He has patience in every situation either good or worse. Yeah! I must say, worse situations! He always admired and encouraged us( Lover and I) in life that we are living.
          Something strange about Dad, Mr. Love was;. He pretends to get angered at me when my mum get over - annoyed at me.
Which he later comes to me and laughed back at his reactions he did, and as he always does, advices me to have a nice and healthy relationship with my mum.
What about mum?
She often shout at me whenever she is talking to me. She gets angry easily and doesn't has patience. She only think everyone must abide her sayings and orders. She often likes ordering and never think of how everyone feel about her reactions towards some issues, I sometimes guess.
            I don't know the reason but sometimes I just thought of it that it maybe the cause of her lacked of the formal education.
Dad is more than momma towards me each and everyday and sometimes, I deeply think that I should rather call dad; mum.
             Mum, Mrs. love, is not a bad person. She is loving and caring as every mum is but acts mean when she misunderstood me. Sometimes, I think, she shouldn't be blame why she mostly hurt the family, because, no one in this family has ever tried to tell her all her faults and she rather dislike to know the truth about her characters.
She always acts stubborn for accepting her mistakes and love to be pampered as usual. She should be a kid like us (lover and I ) I sillily guessed.
            I felt sad within, when my mum says bad things about me. She doesn't like me! I guessed.
Everyone around me loves and encourage me to be a good girl especially, Sir Morgan and Sharon. But mum always has a fault over everything I does.
              I just understand it's a misunderstanding between us and always hope she will know that too, and will has patience in any situation.
              Island, being beat with a belt? I sadly walked when she was pushing me like a 'professional social vice' who had been caught and legally jailed over twenty years in a cell. I sadly wept within me as I always does and went to the kitchen to prepare the dinner.
When I got there, to my surprising, I saw rice on fire being cooked by mum which she definitely stopped purposely to beat me up.  
            She beat me up just because I was sleeping? It's late and I was still relaxing myself sleeping instead of cooking?
She thought I pretended not to come out of my room to cook dinner.
I was very terrified, and even cried mischievously.
I was like, Ohh mum, why didn't you just called me out to come cook dinner? I continued cooking the rice and when I was done, I served dinner on the table. Lover happily went to call everyone out to come eat dinner as she always does.
Madam Alert! I always teased her this name but this time, I didn't.
As smart she is, she knew something wasn't going well with me but as always as I am, I never shared my bad past story to anyone of what mum did to me.
We were all set to eat dinner when Lover sadly asked me ; Sis, what's the problem?
            I sadly looked at my mum and answered that I'm fine.
My lover, hurriedly told everyone that she pleads to tell a joke before we would start eating, Mum hesitated..
Dad said: as you always wish Darling.
             Lover boldly tell a joke and it follows; A misunderstood mum always find it difficult to forgive her daughter which something funny happened one-day. Her daughter bought her ankles which she secretly placed it under her mum's pillow. Instead of mum finding that ankles, Dad find it instead.
I quickly jumped into it ; and what happened lover!
I remembered I'm in a sorrowful mood and sadly said,"sorry for interrupting".
           She continued, Dad find that ankles to be precious and wanted to give it to her by himself. When she got to his wife, he surprisingly said, "Darling, I would love to show you something" , they went to their bedroom and...
Mum interrupted, it's okay Lover, you're kid, you're going too deep.
Lover was very confused as she doesn't know what mum was talking about, but me, Island knows exactly what mum was thinking of, when Lover said they went to their bedroom.
           Dad told mum to stop that thought about Lover. He said again, the misunderstood mum, maybe you, my Darling.
            You always misunderstands the kids.
Dad told Lover that it's okay for her joke and gave a prayer to start our dinner.