Amore

chapter 5

Chapter 5

Sky’s poV:
         It’s been a week since we lost mom, and todays is her funeral. This past week has been rough. My dad has told us that he going to be announcing that he is stepping down, because he can not be the same leader he was with mother. I honestly don’t think anyone will be the same without her. Matteo hasn’t talked to me since I grazed Magnus with the bullet. My sister Ginevra hasn’t stopped crying and basically locked herself in her room. Diamond hasn’t been taking it rough as well. She’s been starting fights with others, but has been strong for me. Magnus being the oldest has been trying to be there for all of us. My dad has locked himself in his office and hasn’t been sleeping in his bed but one of the spare bedrooms. Lastly me, I have been emotionless. I’ve been training nonstop and today is the day that I have to deal with my mother’s death and in which I haven’t.

         I sigh and get out of bed I grab a black dress with an open back and some flats. I curl my hair and put on some light make up. I put my gun in my  holster as I open my door I see my brothers standing there. “you look pretty, mom would have loved it.” Magnus says hugging me. “Where is he?” I asked knowing he was here but haven’t seen him. “He’s in his room, he came a few days ago but hasn’t left his room since that afternoon.” Matt says annoyed. At this point, and I had enough. “Will you lose your attitude. I didn’t actually shoot your precious twin I grazed him.” I snapped. “You shouldn’t have taken your anger out on your family.” Matteo snaps back. “you should have done your job.” I say back to him starting to walk away. “you’re not the head of this family.” Matt yells. I stop and look at him. No, I’m not the head of the family, not till dad steps down, but you both had a job to do that you didn’t do. Granted it was my arm, but what if it wasn’t my arm Matt? You would have two funerals instead of one.” I said. That is when Matt realized why Magnus wasn’t as mad as he was. I simply walked away. I head to his room and walked straight in He shoots up from the bed pointing his gun at me as mine is pointed at him. “Get the fuck out.” He snaps at me. “No you don’t get lock yourself in here. You don’t get to point your gun at me, and tell me to leave. Get the fuck up and get ready.” I say calmly lowing the gun. “what gives you the right to tell me what todo?” He asks glaring at me as he lowers his gun. “You left Geovanni, you left in the middle of the night like a coward. you left a note to the twin and my parents but not me. No word from you in three years to me or my mom. Just the twins and my father.” I say looking away from him. “Skylar, I had a fucking job todo.” He says frustrated with me. “You could have kept in touched with her. I didn’t care if you talked to me but her she deserved better Dino. She gave you a home a family and you left.” I said walking out of the room.

         I walked into my dad’s office and hug him. “Why does he have an answer for everything I asked. “because, he learned from your brothers.” He says laughing. I sigh in frustration. “Are you going to be ok with him here?” My dad asks with concern. “We need him papa. Whatever we did or didn’t have in the past is in the past.” I explain to dad. “You are still in danger, so you need to be careful.” My dad says to me giving me another hug as we head out to the church.

         Once we got to the church everyone goes in as I tell them I need a moment. I didn’t want to go into the church. If I went into the church it would be all too real for me. “It’s going to be ok Evelyn, hell you dragged my ass out bed. Giovanni say trying to get me to go into the church, in which surprised the shit out of me. Everyone went inside yet he stayed out side to make sure that I was ok. “If I go inside it means she’s gone forever and I’m not ready for that.” I say not looking at him but the catholic church. “according to your beliefs she’s with you every day.” He says smirking at me. I sigh and nod my head as I head towards the church.

         Once the service was over, we head home. Since mom was cremated, we didn’t have to go the cemetery. Mama was always a free sprit and always said when it was her time be with the angles, she didn’t want be in a pine wooden box. So, we gave her what she wanted. As I sit on the couch and rest for a moment I here yelling in the front yard. I groan and get up walking to the door and see Giovanni and Magnus fighting. Che sta saccedendo!?” (What’s going on!?) I asked / yelled. “Questo non ti riguarda.” (This is not your concern) Gio says glaring at Magnus. “col cavolo non lo e”. (The hell it isn’t.) I snapped back getting pissed off. “Entra dentro.” (Go inside.) Magnus say glaring back at Giovanni. “Preche ti comaporti? (Why are you acting like this?) Abbiamo appena salutato norstra”. (We just said go bye to our mother.) I say getting upset and stroming up to my office. /

         Once I was in my office, I started throwing things and screaming. I had finally let all my emotions out. I finally had a mental breakdown. I completely trashed my office not giving a fuck who walked in. I Threw a lamp at the door just as Diamond and Mikey walk into the room ducking. “Hey Evelyn, what’s wrong?” Diamond asks hugging me. I just sat there not saying a word and crying and mumbling Italian. Diamond nods her head and whispers and mikes ear and he leaves. “Skylar you need to breathe.” Diamond says rubbing my back trying to get me from having a panic attack. The door opens and I yell at Magnus and Giovanni to the fuck out. Matteo pushes by them telling them its’s best from them to leave and starts hugging me. Diamond leaves with the other to as I cry into Matts arms. “What caused “you to have a meltdown?” Matt finally asks after I calm down a bit. “Out of all the day they could have had a dick measuring contest they choose today?” I finally say. Matt sighs “Magnus just doesn’t want Giovanni to hurt you again.” Matt says looking at me. I stand up heading to the door and look at Matt. “Last time I checked I can take care of myself.” I say turning and walking out the door and straight into Diamonds room.

         “Are you ok?” She asks. The only guy that ever broke my heart is back. My mother is dead, there are people that want to kill me and most like bring down our family, and lastly my brother thinks I need protection.” I say feeling stressed out. “They hate seeing you like this.” She says looking at the paper work that she was doing. “I Know, but they asked him here. I didn’t” I say falling on to her bed. “Yes, but they see you both talking to each other and the last time he skipped town and took your heart with him. If Alison showed back up you would have knife to her throat making her book the first ticket back to Cuba, or the rat hole the crazy bitch crawled out of.” Diamond explains to me. “They are best friends with him. Alison and I Hated each other from the start.” I remind her. “Yes, but it is there job to be the older protective brother.” She shoots back. I groan knowing that she was right. “let’s hit the club I need to get out of this fucking bitch before I kill someone.” I say getting up and heading to my room