When we die where do we go? I don't believe in any god. I would love for there to be a god or goddess but I need proof. I'm not cut out to have hope. Also why do good people have it bad? I'm listening to a song by Jonhgyun and it makes me sad. I remember when he died and i cried all day but people told me i need to grow up I'm not close to him he is a celebrity was. He was. Shit. Okay anyways I dont think some people understand how said it is for someone to have nothing left in them and to just end it all. I cried for his death but I also cried for why he died and how he would have felt when he did it. I think I'm too empathetic? I can feel what other people go through but only if it is really intense. Otherwise I'm very numb. Probably my meds.
Anyways I'm sad and I'm going to watch a youtube video to make myself happier.
