Well hello again!
Its been around 3 years since I wrote in this. I'm now in my 4th year of university and the whole world is on lockdown, also my depression is worse.
Oh and I'm glad I didn't delete this like I was going to 3 years ago.
So what is new with me.
1. I am at home with the dogs and I'm worried about my essay for English, and my 10 page Criminology paper due the 27th.
Time is weird. Without time do we even exist? Because what is existence without time? Our life equates to time always. I am 21 years old. Why do we have ages? To count how closer we are to inevitable death?
I am sad all the time still but I keep pretending I'm fine. I've been on my antidepressants for the past 8 or so years and I'm scared to go off of them but my mom says I'm not really emotive. She doesn't understand if I don't take my pills I feel even worse and if I have one smidgen of sadness I can't handle it.
I want someone to help me but I don't know what i need help for.
Also I'm very lonely.
