delivery boy // dodam ✓

"chapter eight"

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{ you deserve to be ignored }
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[ kim doyoung ]

I was so mad at yedam, how could he slapped my girlfriend and saying that she is cheating on me. I thought at first he was a good guy but later on his true colors burst out

Jin-byul already left because she has something to do tomorrow. While thinking at yedam my anger became more and more. ugh. I wish I punch him after he slapped jin-byul

I don't care if I've became aggressive but he did wrong.

Last few weeks I've been crying because my neighbor told me that my girlfriend was cheating on me. And yeah it's real, I even saw them. That time I feel very betrayed and depressed. I couldn't believe she would do that. And that's when I ordered a food onto a new opened restaurant, and then I met yedam

Ugh I mention his name again.

But Jin-byul promise to me that she wouldn't do that again and I trust her. I trust her because I'm afraid of losing her. If my girlfriend lost I will be dead

While lying into my bed and release all the anger from yedam, my phone vibrated a couple of times. I thought it's from Jin-byul saying goodnight to me. But it's yedam

yedam
<I'm so sorry doyoung
<I shouldn't slap jin-byul

me (doyooung)

Do you think I will forgave>
you?
After you slap her and saying>
she is cheating on me?

yedam
<please
<doyoung

YOU'VE BLOCK THIS ACCOUNT
you can't chat or video call with yedam

UNBLOCK | DELETE

I blocked him. He deserves it though. I closed my eyes erasing my anger from him because it's stressing me out. And I came to dream land

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"Okay thank you"

I put my phone down into the table. I just ordered a food for lunch because my mother didn't bring me. I was surprised that the guy I called is not yedam. It's a relief

But why though? Did he skip work?or he just don't wanna see me? Aniya maybe he is into night shift

"Aish" I hit my head "I shouldn't care about him. Tsk" I walked to the bathroom to take a shower. Yeah I should forget about him. Yedam made a mistake and I don't want to be friends with a freak psycho

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Someone knocked at my door and I assure that is my food. I hurriedly open the door and I saw a tall man standing and holding my food

When he saw me he was shocked. "A-are you k-kim doyoung?" he stuttered. How does he know my name? Did yedam told him

"Yes, waeyo?" I ask "My name is Junkyu, I'm yedam's partner in work" we both shake hands "How did you know my name?" for sure yedam told him

"Yedam told me, you know him?" see its yedam "Ah of course" I get my food "Wahh, I saw your ig account and your handsome there. But damn your more handsome in close up" he clapped.

Ugh he is so annoying. I rolled my eyes. I get my wallet and gave him the money because I don't want to talk to this koala looking man

"Did you know that yedam has a feelings for you?. Oh I slip. By the way thanks" he ran fast. What the f*ck, yedam has a feelings for me?

No wonder he accused my girlfriend a cheater because he wants to ruin our perfect relationship. Wow, I can't believe him.

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[ bang yedam]

"Jeongwoo-yahh, I can't go to school because I'm not feeling well today" I called my friend jeongwoo "Okay hyung, I'm going to tell your teachers so that you can excuse in your classes"

"Thank you very much jeongwoo. Good bye" I said, this is my probably last goodbye to jeongwoo "That's sounds like the end, but welcome hyung get well soon" he ended the call

I look up to my ceiling, and there I tie a rope because I want to commit suicide. I can't live anymore, there is so much problems going to me and I want to end this by killing my self

My tears fall as I stood up in my chair. I held the loop of the rope and put it through my head "Mian-hae grandma, mian-hae jisoo noona, mian-hae junkyu hyung, jeongwoo and Mr. Jung, mian-hae doyoung"

I sigh deeply and about to kick the chair away but my phone rang. I came into reality and I go down to get my phone

"Yes, noona?" I said to jisoo noona. I also hide that I'm crying "Wanna hang out this Sunday? Let's have some samgyupsal" she chuckled. "Hmm, okay noona" I agreed. Now that someone express a love from me. I feel like my problems decrease

"Don't worry I will treat you, bye dongsaeng" she said "Bye jisoo noona" I ended the call and rest my self into my bed

I sigh deeply. I realized I want to live and make my self successful one day "I need to forget about you, doyoung" I said looking at doyoung photos I saved and I deleted it..

From now on I will only focus from my work and school, and change the way I am, no more crushes, no more heart broken. I shut my eyes and later on I fall asleep