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WARNING FOR SUICIDE CUTTING AND OTHE RDISTURBING THINGS IN THIS CHAPTER IF YOU DON'T LIKE THIS PLEASE DON'T READ THIS CHAPTER!!!

Izukus POV 

Well

I knew this would happen

I was just denying the inevitable 

I knew this fantasy of mine couldn't last long, I thought as I stood on that roof he left me on to weep and cry about my crushed dreams

"can i be a hero too?"

"your below the rejects your quirkless"

"he's pathetic he can't face reality"

"what the hell can you do ?your quirkless"

i started thinking of all the hateful words and things said to me as memory's started to flood back to me like a tsunami

"Its not to bad to dream but you have to consider what's realistic young man."

"you should probably just GIVE IT UP!"

"I'm sorry izuku"

"take a swan dive of the roof of a building and pray for a quirk in your next life"

I spared a look towards the edge of the roof while thinking about what kacchan had said to me earlier that day

I slowly walked to the edge not thinking about my actions 

If i jumped would anyone care other then mom...

no....

(jump jump jump jump jump jump)

the voices in my head start chanting 

(do it do it do it do it do it do it do it)

"ow..."i say aloud as the voices get more aggresive and louder

my head starts to hurt 

i fall to the ground clutching my head in pain as it throbs uncontrollably

i slowly move to grab my backpack to grab my razor...

1 cut for being worthless.....

3 cuts for being quirkless......

6 cuts for existing.....

10 cuts for being alive......

soon i look at my arm to see a beautiful red flowing down from 26 cuts onto a puddle onto the ground

and slowly rised up from my fallen spot wobbly and went over to the edge of the 25 story building 

and looked over the people that looked like ants below me and finally made up my mind and 

jumped....

TO BE CONTINUED