Broken Truth

~~~Chapter One~~~

~Niall's POV~

Hello, I'm Niall. Niall James Horan. I am a member of One Direction but it took a hell of a lot to get where I am today. I didn't have the fun childhood you might think I would have.

I went to a nice and small elementary school. I had many friends there but there was this one little girl i liked and got really close to. I would hang out with her everyday at lunch, recess whenever I had the chance. I played with her everyday till the middle of 1st grade. That's when life changed for me.

It changed because I had to transfer to another elementary school. I was really upset when I did because I wouldnt see her again. There was nobody I knew there. When i tried to talk to people they would make fun of me and tease me. The teacher would make me flip my card whenever i did. I swear she hated my guts! I had no friends until 2nd grade when 2 girls started talking to me and became my close and ONLY friends. The one reason why I didnt have many friends is because I'm that "awkward" kid nobody wanted to be around. It was hard for me because nobody really liked me.

Once me and one of the girls were playing Jenga and she was saying there funny remarks that made me laugh. She was a girl who would make me laugh when I didnt even wanna smile. The other girl didnt hang out with me much but that was okay because I had one girl and that's all I needed.

About a week later, my mom told me that I had to transfer again. I was upset once again to hear that same news again. I always wondered when it will stp. When will i finally stop transferring?!? That day I found out I told my mom that I was bringing a camera to school so I could get pictures of us and some teachers. She said that I could. The last day I was there, I took pictures and they hugged me while crying and said "we'll miss you!'

I smiled and whispered "I'll miss you too guys." I sighed and looked down. I thought so much about leaving my only friends just to go to a new school and have no friends again. I had to leave to go to my bus. I walked down the hall and to the main enterance. I saw my bus slowly pulling up to the school. I let out another sigh as the teacher opened the main door for me and a few other kids.

As I walked on the bus and sat down, I threw my bookbag and hit my head against the window carelessly. I sighed and looked down as the bus started to drive away from the school. It hurt once again to know that I had to trade a school that I knew and had friends at for a school I didnt know with no friends at all. The bus just kept driving further away from my friends. I thought more and more about leaving them and what my "new school" will look/be like. My heart knew nobody at that school would like me, but deep, deep inside I had a speck of hope just waiting for someone to laugh and scream "Nope! In your dreams fag!" and stop all over the speck.

I shook my head and looked out the window. My stop was coming up real soon. All of a sudden the bus driver slams his braked. I grab my back pack and start walking towards the bus driver. "Sorry I forgot you..Again," He said as he rolled his eyes. All the kids laughed at me as i jumped off the bus. I sighed and looked down as I was walking home.

I get to my house to see my little sister playing on the floor and my bother's boyfriend sitting on the couch watching some stupid T.V show i guess. I looked down and sighed then started walking to my room and slammed my door. i threw my book bag against my dresser without a care in the world.

Afterwards, I grabbed a piece of paper and started writing things down. When i was done writing i would tear it up into tiny pieces of paper and throw it away. Then when i was done writing what i needed/wated to write down, I would practice art. I would draw whatever came to my mind at the time. Like sad faces, trees, crayons, pencils, pens, people, food and stuff like that. That day i decided to draw my two friends from my "Old School" so I wouldnt forget us and our fun memories. When i was done i had to fold it and put it in my desk neatly.

One reason i put it in my desk neatly is so that i could remember where i put it. Another reason is so my little sister wont/cant rip up our awesome and amazing memories I had with the girls. The final reason i put it away is so my mother and her boyfriend wont ask/tease me about the girls. So I kept all of my drawings safe away from my family. I stopped thinking about my problems and turned on some music then put in my earbuds.

When my music came on I started practicing my math. It wasnt that hard for me because it was simple math. After 10 Mintues of doing math i got really bored and decided to go outside to play. I opened my window and jumped out of it. I grabbed my bike and rode it to the middle of my neighborhood where there is a big beautiful tree surrounded by a lot of grass then by a circle pavement around the grass over 10 feet away from the beautiful tree.

I rode my bike on the pavement around the tree a few times before i got a little tired. I sat against the tree and closed my eyes as the big cool breeze ran through my hair. The breeze felt nice then I opened my eyes to see a girl with straight, long brown hair.

I didn't recognize her but i thought she was beautiful. Her long, straight brown hair ran halfway down her back and she was wearing a white speghetti strap dress. She also had a multi color rose head wrap around her beautifully shaped head. I couldnt help looking at her as she started skipping towards me.

I thought to myself nervously. What was she going to do? What was she going to say? Will she tease me too just like the kids did at my old school?