Sorry for not updating! I was really busy because of my projects. >.< Until now, it's not yet done so, hope you enjoy this shitty chapter. Luvya!
GREYSON
I walked to the park and waited for Joy. 1:05, ugh. Where is she? I sat on the bench, being unpatient, until I saw her, wearing a floral dress that's up to her knee and her red flat shoes, which some memory got up to my mind.
*FLASHBACK*
"Happy Birthday, Joy!" I greeted her as she clapped her hand like a kid. And handle her the cake.
"Thank you, Greyson!" She placed the cake on the table. She looked at me then kissed my cheeks. I blushed and gave her the present. Her face is like ":O" she opened it slowly, until she saw her favorite shoes, ever.
"Ohmygod. How can I ever repay you!?" She said as she hug me so tight that I can barely breath.
"You don't need to repay me, I just need...need----air..Can't---breath." I said. "Oh, oh, sorry!" She pulled away while I smile sweetly to her. "It's just, this shoes are expensive and you bought it---" I cut her off. "It's your birthday, sweetie. I'll give you anything you want, see there it is!" I said as she kiss my lips then pulled away.
"Thank you so much."
*End of flashback*
"Greyson--Greyson, you there?" She waved at my face. I looked up and saw Joy, seeing her smile makes me fall in love with her, more deeper this time.
"Uh--oh. Hey." I greeted her as I stood up.
"H-Hey!" She greeted back. "What are we going to talk about?" i asked her, but not in a rudely way. (:
"Um, Greyson, it's just...I want your love back and---" I cut her off by kissing her lips. The lips I missed. I miss it when we do this, when we cuddle at the bed and my parents thought we're doing something not good for us, when we laugh, when we tickle each other. EVERYTHING. Is my feelings from the old her are coming back? I asked myself. How 'bout my feelings for YN? why is there something I can't tell YN? And what's that something I can't tell her? ugh.
I pulled away, and had a silent treatment for a while. Until she broke the silence.
"Wh-why did y-you...ugh. Do you still love me?" She asked. I nodded at her. "Yes, I still do. I love you so much." I said then hugged her. I really mean it. I love her, still.
"Greyson?" Joy said. "Yeah?" I asked.
"I love you."
"I love you too." I said then kissed her forehead.
~*~
YN
I went to the park to check on Greyson. Until I saw him, kissing Joy. WHICH ACTUALLY BROKE MY FUCKING HEART. A tear escaped my eyes. I never thought, I'll love this kind of shit. I ran back home and lay myself down at my bed, thinking why did I ever loved this guy. I seriously wanted to tell something to Greyson. Maybe I'll just write here in this paper for a while.
I grabbed my pen and my notebook. I started writing...
Dear Greyson,
I really want to tell you this, but I don't have enough guts to tell you because of my shyness. So, here it goes. I really want to say, before me and you met, I already met Joy. She's one of the rudest person I've ever known. In our school, she once bullied me, but I thinked about it, I wrote a song about being bullied and not letting myself harm now because of my faith and hope. Seriously, I didn't even know that she changed a lot. A LOT. She became more rude than I thought. One time when I was sleeping I saw a huge spider on my nose, I threw it out and saw Joy laughing. Then, she embarassed me infront of the school. (old school) She once threw me on the garbage, I tried defending myself, but I'm too weak. Everytime, I'll ask her, she'll be like. "Fuck off, bitch. You're not on the same level as mine." I remember that. Maybe that's all I can say for now. Hope you see this note soon. x
Love,
YN
I smiled at the paper, thinking about everything, Joy did to me.
That's all? Sorry guys. :( Love y'all!
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