secrets (ziall)

ch6:retro radio and memories

Niall POV

The next morning I make breakfast and turn on my Pandora. I suddenly hear a familiar guitar strum tune. Jessica came walking into the kitchen so did tatum. "Is that what I think what it I?" Tatum asked. "When we were 18!" Jessica sang at the top of her lungs. "When and where did u hear this?" I asked curiously. "Living on the streets,you hear old music on old stuff you find lying around. Also the fact that a lot of music stores still play this is another reason." "That's awesome." I said "Wait you were in one direction?! Excuse me while I go find my bed to make sure I'm not dreaming." She comes back five minutes later. "My dads were in one direction! I'm guessing my other dad was as well?" I nod while giggling my head off. "Well now I need a new life because apparently I had a crush on my on my own father when I was 9! But I didn't know he was my dad so it was normal to me." "Me or papa?" "Uhm uhm papa!" She said screaming back to her bedroom. "I never knew!" Tatum said eating whatever she was eating. That's when I turned off my Pandora and turned on BBC radio 1. Scott is still there and that's amazing. They play steal my girl when Jessica walked into the room. She hits zayns note like she was literally him. I remember when we went on tours Zayn always held my hand on the plane on the bus everywhere that wasn't exactly public. I want that again. I really do.

That night

Jessica POV

I snuck downstairs to the studio daddy has set up. I saw the guitar and then I had to play it. I had to! I grabbed it and started strumming a tune I love and sang

I got a heart

And I got a soul

Believe me I will use them both

We made a start

Be it a false one, I know

Baby, I don’t want to feel alone

So kiss me where I lay down

My hands pressed to your cheeks

A long way from the playground

I have loved you since we were 18

Long before we both thought the same thing

To be loved and to be in love

All I could do is say that these arms were made for holding you

I wanna love like you made me feel when we were 18

We took a chance

God knows we tried

Yet all along, I knew we’d be fine

So pour me a drink, oh, love,

Let’s split the night wide open and we’ll see everything

We can livin' love in slow motion, motion, motion

So kiss me where I lay down

My hands pressed to your cheeks

A long way from the playground

I have loved you since we were 18

Long before we both thought the same thing

To be loved and to be in love

And all I could do is say that these arms were made for holding you, oh

And I wanna love like you made me feel when we were 18

When we were 18

Oh, Lord, when we were 18

Kiss me where I lay down

My hands pressed to your cheeks

A long way from the playground

I have loved you since we were 18

Long before we both thought the same thing

To be loved and to be in love

And all I could do is say that these arms were made for holding you

I wanna love like you made me feel when we were 18

I wanna love like you made me feel when we were 18

I wanna love like you made me feel when we were 18

"Who's down here?" Daddy asked. Busted. He comes the stairs and says "jessica? Why are you down here? Its 2 in the morning." "I'm sorry I just wanted to play a song." "Its OK let's go back upstairs." He said and we went back upstairs and I sung myself to sleep that night.