A Life Without You - HxH AU - Killugon Angst FF

Going Under

Going Under

. . .

It's probably been about an hour. I use the small amount of energy I have to get up and pick my best friend up bridal style. It's not like we can stay here forever.. I have to get him to a safer place so he can get treated. 

Tears continue to roll down my cheeks. I don't bother to control my sobs. Instead, I start to panic.

What if- what if we don't make it?  If he passed.. I don't know what I'd do, really. 

My chest is tight.

In this moment, the least I can do is protect him and get him some help. I'm hoping he is okay, and that he's able to be treated. 

I realize that I could be wasting a ton of time right now, so I start to make my way back.

"Please be okay.." I whispered.

I  use all the strength I have left to go full speed and get back to the others asap. I'm determined to help him. I won't let him leave me now. I can't control Godspeed perfectly, since it's hard to focus.

Im scared. 

I feared for the future. All I could picture were the worst outcomes.

I tried to shake the distracting thoughts off. Even so, I still couldn't focus. 

So many questions..

Will he be okay?

What are the consequences?

How much blood has he lost?

Is his arm going to be okay?

How long is his recovery going to take?

..Will he still be the same person I knew? ..and..

I snap out of my thoughts and realize that I'm almost back to the ant's palace.

Finally. 

I managed to make it while getting lost in thought.

I swear I'll help him recover.

He's not someone I can lose.

I should probably stay low-key going inside, though. I don't know if the guarding ants are still alive but I know the king isn't here. As much as I don't want to leave him, the safest thing for me to do would be to leave him up at the base. 

I can't sob forever, I have to tell the others what happened.

I can't save him on my own.

. . .

After I drop him off and make sure he's secure, I go back to the palace. 

The first two people I decide to search for are Ikalgo and Meleoron. I could send them back to the base to protect and take care of Gon, just incase. 

Next I should try and find Shoot and Knuckle, who will most likely be near each other as well as Morel.

Lastly, I'll find Palm and Knov. 

We'll all meet back up at the base.. And I'll try my best to explain what happened, at least from what I know.

Here goes nothing.