Me, myself and I

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so hi guys since the pandemic starts I feel really lonely cause I miss my friends but I dont know if they miss me too

so the first thing that hurts me so bad is that I loss my boy bestfriend he died due to depression before he died we chatted like everyday and I miss him so much. It feels like there's a part of me that's been missing inside of me because the truth is he's not just my bestfriend his my ex, his my brother I go to him when I feel so down that I cry to him

Now that his gone I feel so lonely that I dont want to live anymore. everytime I feel down I don't know were to go to because his gone

when I knew that his gone I cry everynight to sleep I feel so broken that due to pandemic I can't go to him I feel so sorry that I can't go to him when he feel so down even his there for me always his my one call away bestfried.